Title: it's been almost 4mths already
I set my blog private cos i dont want ppl to view it and i can say whatever thing i want. But i notice i haven been blogging since then. hahaha.. I think i should start blogging again. Cos i have been doing my best to be happy but im not. Have been trying to stay happy all this while but it's hard. Anyway, acting to be happy is not tough after all. In my mind i have so many worries and im confuse.
Sigh, my mum is still in the hospital. She admitted on 6 Feb till now :( I really hope she can recover fast. I have been going to the hospital/rehab centre after work everyday then reach home sometime did some washing and ironing of clothes. It's so tiring but im strong cos she needs me :) Now she is the only ppl im close with. Hope she can start to walk by herself and can recover real fast.
Confuse on lots of thing. I just hate liar. Ppl promise something and yet hiding and doing other thing. If that's the case then what is the point of the promise. Damn. I really hate it. Why does it have to be this way? What is wrong? I really dont understand. It's getting from bad to worse.
Work is kinda up and down. Best colleague have left and now i have no one to talk my problem with :( So whenever i reach office i work like mad. At one point is to numb myself form thinking and at another point is to just finish up my work. Supervisor is now asking me to recruit staff and do interview, slowly i believe he is gonna ask me to do training. He also been trying to hint me that im gonna start doing report and present to the big bosses. :( I need to change job but i have to wait for my mum condition to be stabilize 1st.
At home tenant is trying to be funny. Nv pay rental, switch on the lights and not turning it off while not in use. Use our pots to cook without asking. I dont know what else they did when my mum and me is not around. They treat the house their own. That's the reason why i need to install camera already.
Signing Off
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