headache, sleepy

Title: headache, sleepy


Just now playing blackshot with colleagues.. At time it is gd to play shooting game to de-stress.. Waiting for my mum to wake up and wanna talk to her den i go n sleep.. Im super duper sleepy.. Just now in office while waiting for call to come in i fall asleep.. -.-"


Yesterday and just now dont know what happen to my head.. Having headache.. But after pain killer everything is fine.. :D I must try not to take pain killer, very bad for health.. lol!!


Later working.. Sianz... Think of the demanding dispute customer that i needed to contact, im feeling soo upset.. sigh!! PAIN IN THE ASS customer..


ok ba.. wanna stop here already.. Bye everyone!


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Copyright © 30 September 2010, Thursday 7:16AM
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oh man..

Title: oh man..


Such a boring off day.. Stay at home with dear dear.. watch drama and game.. -.-" Den dear dear sleeping.. Was told to wake him up at 2am++.. Now see la, he cant wake up.. Later gonna complaint again.. -.-"


Sometime i really dont know what to say him.. Dont know wake up so early in the afternoon for what? (I think i should try off day dont over to his hus would be a better choice.. Cos he sleep more..hmm..) Den at nite fall asleep well gaming.. Den later said, cannot sleep cos will fall asleep at work(diao).. Complaint tired... sigh!! Seriously i dont know what to do and help him.. Soo hopeless, im just a useless gf aka wife.. Trying to wake him up now so that later at work he wont fall asleep or feel tired.. But he just dont want to wake up.. Im at one point angry and at one point dont know what to do.. Forget it la.. I have enf saying.. Leave to him ba.. The more i say the more prob will happen..


I have alot of xin shi but aiya.. Fuck it la.. Dont know where to start also.. Soo better dont start..


Now they wanna play game.. But i have no mood to play.. Oh well.. Later working and i have one problematic customer waiting for me to call him back.. Sigh!! This customer is really pain in the ass (he is just looking for trouble..).. sigh!! No one can cheer me up.. So sad... :( FK it.. Life sux..


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Copyright © 29 September 2010, Wednesday 3:10AM
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appt and surprise

Title: appt and surprise

Today on leave cos i went for my appt at national heart center.. I should have not go.. Waste my time and i rather sleep a little longer and go to work.. Well, the doctor basically just repeat himself.. What the.. Yes i know my heart problem and yes u have show me the scan result way back.. I know where the leakage is and i know what happen.. This is the reason why i dont wish to follow-up on appt.. It is just wasting money and time.. I think i will do the same thing like what i have done before for NUH.. MIA for my appt..


Anyway, after that i went to Jurong point.. Getting something for dear dear.. :D I wanna give him a surprise. I will only upload the photos once dear dear see the surprise item.. I love it so much.. :D After that, the sale person said needs to give her 2hrs to do it.. So since i nv go over to my cousin place for soo long, so i went to find them just now.. Hahaha!!


They r surprise that i went and was surprise and happy that i gain weight.. :D Yes, honestly i did gain 1kg.. Just now the nurse weight it for me at Heart center.. I cant assure that i will maintain.. It's either i gain more weight or either i lose weight..


Well, I was shocked to see the maid passed a box of cigarettes to my cousin's mum.. Found out it was Mervin's one.. Sigh!! What happen to him? I dare not tell my mum and even his mum dare not let her husband know.. (which is Mervin's father..) To all my cousin who read my blog, pls keep it to urself.. I do not want anything happen to Mervin.. Just let his mum handle this alone.. Pls do not tell anyone.. Thank You!! This guy is getting frm bad to worse.. Frm what i heard.. His mum been complaining to me.. But i cant help.. Mervin's confirm will not listen to me.. Sigh!! I just hope his brother will not follow him.. PLS!! NO!!!


Anyway, i left at around 8plus.. They asked me to go over more often.. Asked me to bring my bf(no, i mean husband) along.. haha.. I said i will try.. LOL!! I shall see how ba..


Hmm, tomorrow off.. Im now waiting for my dear dear to come home.. Wanna give him warm big hug and kisses.. :D Yesterday dear dear and me went to Jurong Point as well.. We purchase our wedding band.. :D I love it cos it's unique.. We did not intend to buy.. Wanted to fix my proposal ring but ended up we purchase our wedding band ring.. haha..


ok ba.. I wanna stop here.. Take care everyone and have a great day ahead.. Bye!!


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Copyright © 27 September 2010, Monday 12:42AM
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sad :(

Title: sad :(


Nth to blog about.. Feeling soo upset.. Frm today onwards, i will just be myself.. Talk less care less worry less.. Believe i care too much and it leads to all this..


Thank you so much.. I cant sleep already.. Later working.. I shall just work and do my own stuff..


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Copyright © 22 September 2010, Wednesday 07:52Am
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Confused.. heartache.. Stress.. angry.. moody... Shag

Title: Confused.. heartache.. Stress.. angry.. moody... Shag

Work it always as shitty as it is.. Sigh!! Not gonna talk about it.. Im so stress up till my neck all the way to my shoulder hurt.. Anyway, frm today onwards i will just SHUT up.. Do my work quietly.. I will make sure i wont walk around anymore.. Unless i have question to ask or i want to go to the ladies..


I guess we have to change ourself 1st before saying others.. Pls just make sure you change before you screw others.. It makes ppl PISSED OFF WHEN YOU HAVE THE SAME ATTITUDE BUT ENDED UP U SCREW PPL FOR DOING THE SAME THING... THIS IS JUST SOO RIDICULOUS..


Im trying my very best to do/be what im suppose too.. But it is so difficult to do so.. Anyway, nvm.. Just do whatever i can.. DO MY VERY BEST CAN LIAO..


Honestly, im super duper sleepy and shag.. Yesterday i only slept for 2 to 3hrs only.. -.-" Guess today i dont think i can even sleep.. My mind is full of RUBBISH NOW..


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Copyright © 16 September 2010, Thursday 04:39Am
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Hao Fan.. Stress

Title: Hao Fan.. Stress


Yesterday i make a mistake again.. Mistake was, helping ppl to clear up their shit again.. And it wasted damn lots of my time talking to that damn ppl and he asked to do this and that.. Later must entertain him again.. Sigh!! Work is just as sucky as it is.. Been controlling my tears everyday.. It is so sucky that u will just think negative..


Well.. where is my salary adjustment letter?? I think they are just bluffing me back to work for them.. -.-" If not for the seek of money.. I will not go back.. I need money.. my mum need money.. everything need money..


Anyway, i dont know why but i have a sudden chest pain since just now.. Wonderful.. I dont know how long will the pain last.. -.- Im cutting dwn on my coffee intake already.. Trying (i should say, Im doing my best) to drink max of 2 cups per day.. I usually take about 4 to 5 cups per day..


Sigh!! Today is only Wednesday.. Gosh!! Faster Friday.. I need a big good rest and de-stress.. Cos, im too stress out till i find ppl around me are soo fucking irritating.. (except for my dear dear.. I just want to give him a big big warm hug..) I feel like asking them to GET LOST and FUCK OFF..


I wanna stop here already.. Wanna go and watch drama already.. Bye!!


I LOVE YOU My DEAR aka HUBBY.. :D


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Copyright © 15 September 2010, Wednesday 04:25Am
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work work and work

Title: work work and work


Working on public holiday.. So sianz.. But at least yesterday still manageable.. Later working.. -.-" Sad sad sad..


Yesterday, woke up down with fever, cough, sore throat and flu.. Fever goes on and off.. As for now, no fever.. :D Only flu, cough and sore throat.. I cant take mc.. Cos i have lots of cases needed to callback.. Sigh!! It is always the cough that make everything goes worse.. >_<" Sianz!!


Just now dont know what happen, my chest suddenly so painful.. Right now the pain is on and off.. I hope later no prob.. No matter what i still wont get mc.. Cos like i said, i have cases to follow-up.. But im thinking should i go back office early to accompany dear dear.. Start work at 2.30pm to 2am.. Shall see.. If tomorrow im feeling better i will go office early with dear dear..


Super sleepy.. Been not sleep well.. Cos of the stupid cough... -.-" Im soo shag.. Later will be a better day.. Ok ba.. I kinda lazy to carry on.. Wanna try sleeping already.. Nitez!!


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Copyright © 11 September 2010, Saturday 04:55Am
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sigh..

Title: sigh..


Today off... By right off day should be tomorrow but swap my off day.. Sianz.. Dwn with fever and cough.. Guess im too stress up already.. Dont give a damn already...


Sigh.. I give up saying already.. Dont promise when u cant do it.. This is what i hate the most.. Sigh!! This ALWAYS happen.. WHY??? Awww..


Fuck la.. Dont feel like blogging already.. Will stop here..


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Copyright © 08 September 2010, Wednesday 05:06Pm
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Kill me pls or can i kill ppl...

Title: Kill me pls or can i kill ppl...


Just had my shower.. Oh my.. I feel like vomiting but i cant.. I just cant throw out.. At that point, I had heart palpitation.. Aww.. Super duper uncomfortable .. Having terrible headache and im hving cough.. The feeling is sucky.. But thanks that my heart beating is back to normal.. Only sucky thingy is the feeling of throwing out but i just cant and the terrible headache.. :(


yesterday at work is just super duper shitty.. I dont knw what to say.. But seriously, at anytime i can just scold anyone around me (esp when im feeling soo uncomfortable...).. I was super duper pissed off, trying very hard to control my temper already.. I just dont understand why are they wasting money for a useless shit system... It is already freaking 1mth+ and the system is still giving so many problem.. Sigh!!


I believe im tiring up my body.. Im sorry flo's body.. Be strong.. 2more days and you can rest.. Pls be gd.. Dont let me feel soo uncomfortable..


Sigh!! I wanna go and watch drama already.. My mind cant get out of work.. >_<" Bye!!


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Copyright © 07 September 2010, Tuesday 04:16Am
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Craving for Durain and Durain puff

Title: Craving for Durain and Durain puff


Just finished facebook-ing.. Gonna watch drama after that.. Work is just as sucky as it can be.. Hmm, interesting thing was, i kena ex-ceo of *hub (Terry) (go n google search urself and u will know who he is..).. I didnt know it was him till he gave me his mobile number and when i located his account i was SHOCKED cum nervous.. But it is a nice experience talking to him on the phone.. :D


Anyway, i just feel like scolding ppl.. If only i can.. Sigh!! Nvm la, No one can be trusted.. Buddies at work? HUH?!?! Do I have any? Ha!! At work i dont think there is such thing called "buddies", the buddies only comes in after work.. Anyway, At least today i can sit dwn quietly to settle my own cases and ppl cases and ans call.. No one COME N DISTURB me.. Being anti-social is kinda gd, no one can disturb u.. How nice..


Sigh!! im craving for durain and durain puff.. For 3 days already.. I tot i can eat but dont know why i have been coughing.. Esp yesterday and now.. Hope i will get better by later.. :D Yeah!! Mei mei, let's go and eat durain together.. :D (oops, dear dear gonna kill me..)


Hmm, sat finally manage to meet up with poly classmates.. Everyone is still the same.. Still as lame as it is.. haha.. Sad to say, i left early.. Then went over to dear dear's hus.. Er Jie and daddy came over for MJ session.. Just few months i nv play, suddenly having game lag while playing.. haha!! -.-" Ok la!! I wanna stop here already.. Wanna go n watch movie.. Bye!!


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Copyright © 06 September 2010, Monday 05:02Am
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o.O

Title: o.O


Work as usually sux.. But at least it is much better then Thursday.. Anyway, it is still sux.. Hao fan la.. sigh!!


My head is still painful.. Which i dont know why.. Some more in office eat too much heaty snacks liao.. Having sore throat.. Too stress already.. We eat too much.. Nvm.. It will be better tomorrow.. I believe.. Hmm, later meeting Bee, Sze Rong, Joel, Darren, Jackie, Marcus, Xin You and Jian Ning.. We are all going over to Joel's place for gathering.. whoohoo..


Hmm, it's been age since i meet them.. The last one was class chalet (which is like erm.. 2 yrs back?).. I still remember i was awake the whole nite den we had steamboat bbq.. Soo funny sia.. Then bee and me was lam-ing around..


Im suppose to be at dear dear's hus but cos tomorrow(im mean later) im waking up early.. Cos i wanna go to the post office to collect item.. I remember i did not buy anything online liao le.. Some more i dont get bulky item de.. Funny.. Wonder what is that.. hahaha!!


Nothing to do liao le.. Ok la.. i go and watch movie.. Bye!!


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Copyright © 04 September 2010, Saturday 06:45Am
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:( :'( Headache

Title: :( :'( Headache


I can only said, FUCK.. All thanks to work.. (all work r the same la.. it is hw u manage it..) Worse is when.... Nvm, I will just shut up.. Well well well.. I cry for the 4th or 5 times due to work.. Fuck U... NB.. Today coffee dont help me at all.. I drank 3 cans plus now 4th one but im still soo stress up..


My head is FUCKING PAIN.. Awww.. Pain all the way frm head to eyes and to my neck.. The pain kills.. I think i overdose of coffee already, cos im hving intermittent chest pain.. Sigh!!!


Im trying to find something to do.. So that after work i can numb myself to forget about work.. Gaming and watching movie dont help.. Sigh!!! Guess i will have problem sleeping.. sigh!!


Bye!!!


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Copyright © 03 September 2010, Friday 05:14Am
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