What you believe is what you will achieve: May 2012

31 May 2012

why

Title: why

Today work was tough once again.. Meeting with director was awesome.. He joke alot and was just awesome.. Feedback given to him and he seem to be taking it seriously and action it. Thing like our office air-con, we mentioned since the day we move in (it was like since dec 2011 or jan) to our boss that it will shut off at 6pm till yesterday no action taken. Today, someone mentioned it to the director and within less than few hours it was done.. We feedback about some work and he seem to be taking action.. Very awesome director.. He was from green the last time... He actually asked who have friend from green as well.. I raised my hand and then my boss told him i was from green.. He then asked why i leave, I was like erm... ah... whahaha.. Then drop the topic :)

Anyway, today i chiong like crazy at work.. Till i forget about lunch.. I had one small bao in the morning after meeting at around 12pm started calling non-stop till 6pm.. I finally manage to complete all of them.. Tomorrow we are doing the same thing but this time round will be 60 customer (i hope so).. Im soo tired of it.. Sigh!! I was told tomorrow i need to report to work at 9am once again.. :( WHY??? One of my colleague and me have to report at 9am. I keep asking why but he dont know the answer.. He just mentioned boss said so.. Only the 2 of us.. He said something KL (kuala lumpur).. But the rest we dont know.. How are the both of us related to the work in KL??? Dont tell me both of us need to audit sale call again.. We shall see what the boss wanna said..

Sigh!! Tomorrow have to wake up at 7am... :( Kill me pls.. Im soo tired to wake up early.. Damn, why am i soo committed to my work? Working too hard seem to have more problem.. Anyway, im awaiting to be converted to permanent staff :) :)

Ok time to stop here.. Wanna watch running man and off to bed.. Bye!!

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30 May 2012

mentally and physically tired

Title: mentally and physically tired

Just reach home not long from work.. Im mentally and physically tired... Work was hell.. Lots of customer to call.. Im always the one that have more.. -.-" I need to finished up 222 customer by tomorrow.. FK... Today i seriously called like mad.. Manage to contact 122 customer.. I didnt stop... Keep on calling and calling.. And some customer really pissed me off.. I have 100 more to go.. Awww... I need to chiong again.. I really hope i dont have to go back on saturday once again.. Gonna go to work at 9.30am and work for half an hour and then will be having meeting with director at 10am..

I need a break from work.. If not im going crazy soon.. But the thing is, i dont want to waste my leave just like that... Sigh!!! Anyway, im not gonna play game today.. Damn tired to play.. Gonna watch 1 episode of running man then sleep.. Watching running man to de-stress.. Tomorrow gonna be another tough day.. :( Fighting... I can do it...

Ok.. gonna stop here... Bye!!

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28 May 2012

cant sleep

Title: cant sleep

Oh man.... Im soo tired but i cant sleep... -.-" What's happening?? I need to work tomorrow... Awww... Tomorrow gonna be another tough day... :( Saturday went to work to complete my work.. It just soo tiring.. I was telling one of my colleague that last time we always complaint for having around 10 to 20 outbound call per day.. We always nag that it was too many.. Now im suffering with 850 outbound call for 11 days... (then my colleague said "karma") Suppose to be 600 for 11 days but all thanks to the changes and we have to suffer soo much.. More to come tomorrow.. :( Hoping for the best..

Sigh!! My fever come and go come and go and why am i still coughing.. It's just making me soo irritated.. Awww.. Anyway, one of my room have already been rented out.. At least now my mum have extra income..

Ok, gonna stop here and try to sleep.. If not i will suffer alot tomorrow(i mean later).. Nitez...

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25 May 2012

Tired

Title: Tired

Today was the 1st time we stay in office till 10pm.. I reached home at around 11pm.. Share cab home with one of my colleague.. If we take bus then train, I think i will reach home at around 12am++. Today was really a tiring day.. I was sooo tired till the max... Work and work and work.. I can only said im workaholic. I reach office at 10am++. Started working till around 12pm++. Then had my lunch and went for smoke break.. Then back to work at around 1pm.. Started calling and calling and calling.. It's seriously killing my whole body.. It's just so damn tiring for calling customer the whole day.. I think i called nearly to 100 customer and submitting order. I cant take it already.. Worse come to worse, when i got soo tired and customer was just so rude when they talk to me i got even tired and pissed off.. Giving them free service and yet they are freaking rude.. Oh my.. Why is singaporean like this? My mind and body are just so exhausted.. What pissed me off was im still way behind.. We are all way behind.. Awwww.. Tomorrow another day to suffer. Guess tomorrow i cant go home early.. We are suppose to work from 9.30am to 5pm ( due to family day, all staff allow to go home early) but i think i will have to work from 9.30am to maybe about 7 or 8pm. :( Sat might need to go back also.. :( Im soooo sooo sooo exhausted

My body is still kinda weak as i just recover from sick.. Still having cough but it's still ok. Im thankful that i dont have to submit any report if not im gonna suffer even more.. Taking care of the team is already tough.. Doing the report itself is even worse.. It take time.. Ppl just dont follow instruction.. Have already mentioned to the team that if any chinese speaking customer just tell the customer we will callback.. There are only 2 chinese speaking ppl here.. One of them is me.. Both of us need to clear our work as well.. Awww, this ppl just dont understand it.. WHY? Oh my...

Waiting for my hair to dry then i will sleep.. I can just fall asleep in less than 2mins.. This is how tired im nw.. I need to wake up at 7am later to bath and off to work again.. I hope i really can finish up everything by tomorrow so that sat i dont have to go back to work.. I haven been sleeping well for the past 1 to 2 week.. I really need a good sleep badly.. Ok i shall stop here...

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23 May 2012

whatever

Title: whatever

Work was hell.. I dont know how am i suppose to finish my work by Friday.. STRESS.... Worse come to worse work on sat and sunday. Everything just appearing in my mind and it's killing my head.. My head is just freaking fucking pain. Suppose to rest at home and one damn call woke me up.. Therefore i decided to wake up and play game.. Out of nowhere sigh nvm.. Dont wish to mentioned.. I dont have the mood, decided to go back to office to just work like mad.. Reach work kinda early.. Wanted to stay back till 9pm but my head is seriously killing me.. So i decided to go home.. Tomorrow then chiong again.. I really hope i can finish calling 230 customer by tomorrow.. -.-"

I have no mood for anything.. Awww.. Just want to do something to numb my mind and body.. Shall see gaming hard will help on this.. Hmm, oh yesterday i dream of something and it woke me up. Mei, i will tell when we meet. It was related to you.. I think you will laugh like mad.. Ok, i shall stop here.. Bye!!

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22 May 2012

cold and hot

Title: cold and hot

Im soo sleepy.. Yawn.. Why am i soo sleepy? Just dont get it.. I have enf sleep at least more than enf than some "gamers".. haha.. They are way too scary already.. I seriously hope yebo dont do that (but he somehow going to that path now).. Else i will said then forget about me.. Concentrate on ur game.. Anyway, today work was ok.. Just that ppl keep asking me the same thing when i have already mentioned to them. They keep repeating and repeating.. Most probably im so tired and im somehow irritated by the repeated question they asked.. Awww...

I dont know why im feeling hot and cold at the same time.. It could be the slight fever that causing this shit.. Having sore throat, it's killing me and cough too.. -.-" Awww.. No, I should say im not sick so that i wont fall sick.. :) I cannot fall sick at this time.. Cos no one to look after the team for the next 9 days.. There is one of my colleague but he is looking after another team and overall he needs to do alot of thing.. Both of us are here to share the load.. We must help each other.. Even if im sick i still have to go to work.. No choice.. Fever, sore throat and cough pls go away, u r not welcome at all.. I dont want chest pain and asthma to come.. ALL go away..

Not gaming for today and most probably the next few days.. Might do it only for weekends. When im off. Gonna sleep early... Tomorrow will be a better day :) I seriously miss yebo but I dont want to meet him and seeing him gaming and smoking soo much.. He smoke alot more when he game. It just make no sense to me to meet him and seeing him game game game.. But however this is his choice.. I cannot stop him from gaming.. After all, guys like to game.. But of course some of them will still control. The game dont run away.. I dont know la.. Is up to gamer themselves to decide.

Ok i wanna sleep already.. Bye!!

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17 May 2012

tough

Title: tough

Just reach home from work not long ago.. Damn tired.. My work is getting more and more tough.. -.-" oh man... Sigh!! Anyway, today got one more person attach to me to learn our team job scope. But it was like around 5plus im almost done with all my stuff already.. Therefore, i said tomorrow then he start to listen.

Im so freaking lazy and tired today.. My throat is killing me but i cant be bother.. Cos im bother by my sudden heart palpitations... I can feel my heart is jumping out.. Irritating shit. Having problem breathing as well.. But thanks god after resting im back to square one.. Busy working... Work work work... Shag...

Not again, diablo 3 diablo 3... Whenever i want to play you just freaking shit dont allow me to.. WHY? WHY? WHY? ANGRY TO THE MAX... You only allow me to play for one day without any problem.. Sigh!!.. Therefore, i shall go and watch running man :)

Yes la, my boss gonna be away from next monday and back only on the 31st may :) Good thing is he wont come and disturb us.. Bad thing is, my team members gonna start all the shit while he is away.. Dont come to work if not come at their own time and go home at their own time.. -.-" If he asked me i dont what to say already..

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16 May 2012

damn diablo 3

Title: damn diablo 3

Was watching running man then decided to play D3 but i just cant. No one told me what's happening.. I was able to create a character just now then suddenly i cant do anything. When to google for the error and i found out that server down.. It just pissing me off slowly.. Sigh!! Even my yebo nv tell me.. I think he have been playing the whole day.. Tot said play together de.. :( :( Im a loner for now.. Is either i find someone to play with me else im going say goodbye to it..

It seem like i cant play till weekend already.. Boring :( I shall focus on my work and running man then... Ok then, Not in a good mood liao.. :( A very disappointed gamer here.. :( :( :( This reminds me of running man lee kwang su.. hahaha!! I shall stop here then.. Gonna watch running till i fall asleep. Have to wake up at 8am later..

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tired

Title: tired

Just reach home.. super tired... Today at work was kinda lazy and suffering.. Suffering in a way, im suffering of hunger.. Had a bao for lunch then tahan all the way till i knock off.. We went to seoul garden for dinner.. Im hungry but didnt eat much... Buffer is always not my choice.. :( Nvm, it was kinda fun.. Birthday celebration for one of my colleagues..

At work was feeling freaking lazy.. Then boss attached one staff to me to teach and guide her on what we are doing as she needs to be ready by Friday.. She listen to how i called customer and how I submit the order. She will be with me till friday..

Im soo not happy with some stuff.. But whatever it is let it go let it go let it go... Anyway, im gonna watch running man then maybe play D3 for awhile.. I shall see how... My awhile maybe gonna be till the next morning and off to work.. lol!!

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14 May 2012

not hungry

Title: not hungry

Today i took leave just to stay at home and watch running man. lol!! I have been watching it since afternoon till now. Since the team member not coming to work i shall not go for work today. Anyway, im 100% sure that im gonna be alone working on Friday. My team member all not gonna turn up on Friday (all 4 of them). All of them told me they are not coming already. Some not coming starting from tomorrow.

Strange, i only had a bread in the afternoon till now im not hungry at all. But kinda thirsty. Been drinking water. Most probably the water make me full. lol!! Since im not hungry, tomorrow then i will take my lunch. But everytime when i reach office i dont feel like eating already. Awww...

Ok, shall stop here, gonna watch running man then sleep. Tomorrow gonna go work early. Die die have to wake up early.. So that i can finish my work on time.

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12 May 2012

job done

Title: job done

Just came back from work not long ago.. Shag... Just found out that without ppl disturbing me i can finished everything fast. :) Guess sat will be my working day already. So that during the weekdays if i cant finish my work i still have saturday. :)

Gonna watch running man. Running man is my accompany for now.. :) I have nth else to do on a saturday night. :( Hmm, i dont understand why i took leave on Monday.. LOL!! Monday blue.... Since i have one off in lieu that need to be clear by end on this month then why not just use it.. Shall stay at home and watch running man.. hehehe!!

Tuesday Diablo 3 officially launch. Been thinking why do i buy it. I think i dont even have the time and mood to play. Gaming will cause alot of problem. Which i really dont want it to happen. Should i play or should i not? Awww.. Cant play with my yebo also.. Play then later yebo and me get addicted how? Shall see how then...

Ok la.. Wanna watching running man.. Bye!!

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11 May 2012

yawn

Title: yawn

Hmm, tomorrow gonna go back office to work. Today out of 60 customer i manage to only called 8 customer. -.-" I didnt notice that the leads have been updated. When my boss came into the office after meeting he said he have uploaded them into the folder last week. But i cant see any of them there. Waste half the day watching running man and movie. Every friday we will take 2hr to sit down and watch a movie together. Then after movie boss called me and one of my colleague down to have a drink. Then talked about what happening during the meeting today. (result on the sales that we audited for 3 days) An update of what happening.

Basically, for the past 3 days i have been selected to do auditing for in-house sale team. Went to raffle to work (cos all the sale agents are located there and there are recording there). I have to called customer and then either pass or fail their sale. LOL!! It was just so scary to do such thing. All the big bosses and bosses focus was on me and one of my colleague. But thanks god everything seem to goes well.

Since tomorrow my yebo no need my accompany, i shall spend my time in office :) Cos if i dont work tomorrow then Tuesday im gonna called 180 customer which is impossible. Anyway staying at home also nth much to do.

Ok, i shall watch running man and then off to bed.

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05 May 2012

Pissed

Title: Pissed

Today im sooo pissed off with my work. Awww.. All Thanks to my boss who irritated me. He change some excel formula and all our actual call, contact rate and conversation rate are all affected. I also told him if like that i cant hit my actual call? I have so many NA and it is not my fault. He gave me so many customer are all duplicated one. Then how can i hit my target and how can i get my pathetic $300? His formula dont make sense he just dont get it. Still argue said once i completed all my 60 customer my actual call will increase. We have already showed it to him that it is not increasing but he dont get it. Awww.. The more i call the more angry i get.. And finally he change the formula.

I work till around 9pm then knock off :( Freaking tired. Was soo angry and was about to give up calling already. Thanks to my colleague, we encourage each other :) Anyway, We still manage to complete our job. :)

Hmm, I was told i will get a good new on Monday :) Might be a promotion :) But i dont know should i accept it a not. I dont know what to do.. This is just so fast. Im only working for like about 8mths. Shall see how.

Today, while q-ing to pay for drink i found a $10 note. LOL!! Gonna use that note to buy 4D. Huat ah!!! :) Ok, time to stop here.. Gonna watch some show and sleep. YEBO, SA RANG HAE..

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03 May 2012

Warm

Title: Warm

Im so surprise that today i finished calling all my 60 customer early. At Around 4plus Im done with it already. Then have to submit order so i completed everything at around 5plus or 6pm. :) Went home at 7pm. Suppose to knock off at 8.30pm but i just left.. Oops... Anyway, i dont feel like going to work tomorrow. Im sooo sooo tired. :( I think i will just drag myself to work tomorrow. Cos it's Friday :)

Dont know what happen to me, whole body feeling sooo warm. Turn on the fan im feeling cold.. :( This sux.. Aww.. Anyway, im watching running man :) It's just so funny. hahahaha! I cant stop laughing. whahahaha.. Now that i know why my colleagues are all laughing while watching it. :) It's a must watch variety show. It will help you to relieve stress and make you happy :)

Hmm, strange yesterday i had a dream. Dream of my grandmother and i told her about the old man who did something to me. (the old man was my mum ex-friend). After that i cant re-call already.. -.-" I forget what she said already.

Ok, i wanna go and watch a few more episode of running man then sleep. YEBO!!!! SA RANG HAE....

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02 May 2012

public holiday

Title: public holiday

It's a public holiday but i feel like it is a Sunday. lol!!! Boring day.. Been spending my whole day watching Glee season 3 on miotv :) Not bad. Gonna watch Glee season 1 and 2. hehehehe!!! And im missing my yebo so much. Been thinking of him.. Yebo, sa rang hae.

Aww my stomach is soo bloated and pain.. It's a sign that my menses is coming real soon. So fast.. :( I hate this... Anyway, i got a free ticket for avengers 3D movie from boss but i gave it away to my colleague. Cos i watched the movie yesterday midnight with sister already. Free Movie ticket was for today. lol!! Movie was ok ok only. Middle part of the movie was so boring that i fall asleep. But at the ending part was awesome.. That's when the action came in.. :)

Tomorrow got to work once again. :( Getting tired of my job already. But i have no choice. :( Anyway, gonna go to work early tomorrow to chiong again. I hope i can wake up.. Been not sleeping well lately.

ok got to stop here already... YEBO, I miss you.. Muack Muack..

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