Tired but cant slp

Title: Tired but cant slp


Yoz! Im back blogging... To be honest i have nth to blog... Have been working and working.. Nth much.. Only during my off days, I played MJ and WII.. hahaha!! This is what we do to kill time.. Nice :D hehehe!!


Im tired but i just cant slp... Im dead.. Later i have to reach office @ 12.30pm.. OH my... 12.30pm all the till 2am den i can go home.. Have to OT for 3.5hrs due to IPhone OS4 (new firmware).. We(those who handle iphone calls) need to do self eLearning.. (sound like poly life.. lol!!) SIANZ!! Then 4.30pm to 2am work.. >_<" Super damn shag i can assure.. Nvm, wed (leave), thurs(off), Fri(leave) and sat (off) relax.. :D Im watching drama to see if i can fall asleep a not but then i cant.. Zzzz.. Usually, i sleep at around 7am to 8am .. >_<"


Hmm, 30 June dear's dog birthday.. Whoohoo.. We gonna celebrate... hehe!! Then next day my birthday.. lol!! Looking forward for the off days.. hehehe!!


Oh shit.. I lost my appt card and i guess i miss out my appt.. Well, since i miss out already den forget it ba... When problem persist then see how..


Ok la!! I wanna stop here already... Wanna go and watch my drama.. :D Bye!!


I LOVE YOU DEAR DEAR!!!!


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Copyright © 29 June 2010, Tuesday 05:21Am
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Passed...

Title: Passed...


Yoz!! Back frm work.. Well, im not going to say much.. Just wanna said, yes i passed today.. Only i can understand what i mean.. :D I love myself so much.. I hope i can carry-on with this kind of attitude all the way.. So no one will know..


Im hving a super duper terrible headache.. Sigh!! Since when? Well im not going to say.. Awww.. sibei pain.. :(


Anyway, i have nth much to blog.. Will blog more if i feel like.. Bye!!


PS: It's just a day that i learn/ feel and hate.. I guess it's too late to notice it.. Well!!


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Copyright © 22 June 2010, Monday 04:04Am
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Sad, boring...

Title: Sad, boring...

Today had mahjong session.. Sad la.. No luck.. My card damn nice, waiting to game but i just cant game.. Awww.. Suay!! Sigh!! Anyway, is ok la.. After that, went to JP for dinner.. Then walk around had starbucks and went home..


Sianz! Later working already.. My 6 sense is telling me that something is not right somewhere.. I dun care la.. Since i have decided to go back.. I cant do much.. I will change to another person.. Dun work so hard.. Keep everything to myself even i had a very bad day.... :D I will do my best not talk about work on my blog.. :D


Boring sia.. Nth to do now... Dear dear sleeping.. >_<" Let him sleep.. Anyway, he is tired.. lol!! But then, dear dear sleep early or late, he will still said he is tired.. ROFL!!! ok la!! Lazy to blog.. Bye!!


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Copyright © 21 June 2010, Monday 04:00Am
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milkshake, mahjong

Title: milkshake, mahjong



Im waiting for dear dear to reach home.. :D Im soo bored.. Dear dear said he wanna drink milkshake.. Actually, i wanted to give him a surprise by making it for him.. But i do not have a blender at home.. I did tried doing it without blender... Ok la!! Not bad but too sweet for dear dear...


Soo, I give up.. No more surprise for dear dear.. Cos we are making it together later.. I think by adding few ice into it will taste better :D Dear dear hus have a blender so yeah... :D hehe!!


Suddenly, i wanna make cheese cake and ice cream also.. lol!! Have been doing google search and watching youtube videos.. lol!! Aiya, i should have that tot past few weeks.. Cos i have more than enf time to do it.. Sad to say, i do not have the time anymore.. Cos im going back to work next monday.. Nite shift (4.30pm to 2am..) :( ... Well, i know that the company is making use of me.. sigh!! I have nth to say.. :( Just work and shut up..


Tomorrow/Later playing mahjong.. lol!! Mahjong is my past time already.. :D Cos it take up the whole day.. No need to fan what to do next.. hehehe!!


Later giving dear dear a surprise.. Going dwn to his hus void deck to wait for him and pick him up :D Hehe!! Ok.. Got to go already.. Bye!


Dear Dear I miss you & Love you! Muack!!


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Copyright © 20 June 2010, Sunday 01:37Am
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Body ache, restless, working soon

Title: Body ache, restless, working soon

Im back frm Genting.. Came back on Wednesday night.. Trip was ok. Did enjoy myself... Haha!! We didnt do much shopping but we done lots of gamble.. I played Jackpot.. 1st day did won but 2nd day i lost.. Hahahaha!! Anyway, it's just for the fun.. Since i didnt gamble much.. hehehe..


We didnt really have enf sleep.. Cos during the 1st day, we didnt sleep and we worked till 3am (by right was 4am but ended up heng dont have too..).. Dear dear work on Saturday and i accompany him to work.. Ended up i help out also.. Due to world cup.. -.-" Everybody was busy with world cup as there was freaking lots of last min customer sign-ing up for world cup channel.. See dear dear soo tired and busy therefore, i help out for free.. :D The more ppl helping the faster everything can be done.. This is what i call "Service" (Prevent customer frm waiting..)


Anyway, we travel to Genting by car.. Actually, we are suppose to sleep in the car.. BUT... All thanks to the driver.. He can really talk and talk.. Frm 5am, he talk all the way till we reach Genting @ around 11am.. POWER RITE.. I cant really sleep cos it's TOO noisy.. -.-" We check-in at around 1pm.. We bath and slept till 8pm.. Went for dinner and then to casino.. Gamble till midnite and back to hotel.. Suppose to sleep but dear dear, me, wei wei and Ai ling cant sleep.. Soo we decided to go back to casino and gamble again.. That's was 7am already... We gamble till 9am off to mac for breakfast and sleep..


So 2nd day, we woke up at around 6pm and off for dinner and back to casino again.. Again gamble till midnite.. hahaha!! Then last day.. we did not gamble cos, everyone of us were freaking tired.. We slept till 12pm bath and check-out.. Had dim Sum and den goodbye to Genting.. This time round we, again travel back to singapore by car.. I can tell you the whole freaking journey was horrible.. I was super damn pissed off.. It was a different driver already.. The driver drive damn slow.. In Malaysia, they can drive at 110km but the driver drive 80km.. WTF!!! Im super duper sleep and yet i cant sleep.. My legs was aching as well.. :( The sit was not comfortable as well.. ZzZz.. What i can said is, going into malaysia, was YEAH.. But Journey back was FUCK... Overall, was FUN.. :D


Back to Singapore dear dear and me sleep ALOT.. Super damn tired and restless... Till now im still super tired and restless.. I do not know why, my whole body is aching.. It is worse then yesterday... I do not know why.. Awww.. I can only said, AWWWWWW.. The feeling is just soo unbearable..


Hmmm, im going to work next Monday.. Same timing again.. 4.30pm to 2am.. Back to *hub.. I guess this is the only way that i can accompany dear dear more.. We can see each other more and take gd care of each other.. :D Guess after i start work, my work load and stress level will increase as compare to last time.. Guess, i dun hope for more.. Just work and kena screw ba.. Wish me luck...


Hmm, my dear er jie wanna play MJ.. She said coming Saturday, but dear dear working so we cant play... Unless we play at around 2 or 3am.. But i dont want, cos dear dear is tired after work.. Sunday, Er Jie said cannot cos monday working.. I also dont know how sia.. -.-"


ok ba.. Time for me to stop here.. Im damn tired to carry-on.. bye!!


Dear Dear I miss you & Love you! Muack!!


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Copyright © 18 June 2010, Friday 12:22Am
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restless night..

Title: restless night..


Just woke up not long.. Going to dear dear's hus soon. Getting lunch for him and his mum. But it's raining right now.. ZzZz.. Later going to work with dear dear and off to Lynn's Mama hus.. Then slack for awhile and we are off to Genting.. To be honest IM NOT LOOKING FORWARD.. Sigh!! :( Im not sure why.. Awww..


Yesterday, i dont know why im soo restless.. Super damn restless.. Tried to sleep but i cant.. The whole damn day im feeling restless.. -.-" Drink coffee but coffee cannot help.. Worse till sudden attack.. (Chest Pain..) It last for an hr or 2.. Fk it!!


I make sure dear dear reach home den i went to bed.. But i dun know why i just cant sleep... Awww... (not because of the coffee..) Anyway, I dont care.. Just make sure no one knows will do can already.. Chest pain is just soo common for me.. Nothing new.. Anyway, im FINE NOW...


My job now is to keep quiet, smile and make sure i enjoy myself the next 3 days.. I will make sure no one can find out anything.. ok ba!! Wanna stop here and prepare to go out already.. Bye!!


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Copyright © 12 June 2010, Saturday 12:57Pm
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Attitude problem, quick temper

Title: Attitude problem, quick temper

Sigh!! Why lately ppl are just soo irritating? Keep asking and asking.. To be honest, im starting to hate u.. U... The person who we "so" called her "aunt"... Sibei irritating...

Anyway, have u all encounter before, when u wanna resign a job, u need to show letter u got another job or you are going back to school? It sound soo stupid.. However, i encounter before.. Worse till, when u wanna go back to the job again u need to show them letter, screen shot saying u cant get back to sch.. Like for example: school application close. THIS IS JUST SOO STUPID... I get fed up and ALMOST said, it is just soo troublesome and forget it im not interested anymore.. But to think of my mum, my lovely bf, future and money i shut up.. Why are they doing this?

Anyway, today woke up i pack my bag.. Tomorrow going to work with dear dear then off to Lynn Mama hus and then dear dear, me, Lynn Mama, Andy, Wei wei and Ai Ling we are going to genting together.. We are going in by car.. :D 3 couples going in together.. hahaha.. Hope we have fun.. hehe..

Hmm.. I understand that i have a big problem.. Attitude problem.. I know i started to behave like this after getting into *hub.. And i notice i hv quick temper as well.. Sigh!! I need to change.. I know dear dear dont like.. Give me sometime to change.. I believe i will change.. I hate myself for behaving like this as well.. The only way for me to change is to speak up.. But then it's hard.. I still like to keep everything to myself.. Cos i dont want ppl to suffer.. Nvm, i will find way to resolve this issue... I can do it.. :D

Hmm, my throat is still painful.. I dare not to eat the durian anymore.. Haha!! Hmm.. I want to change blogskin but im too lazy to do it.. lol!! Too lazy to think of a skin.. LOL!! Shall see how ba.. hehehe!!!

Ok ba!! Got to go already.. Bye!!
Dear Dear I miss you & Love you! Muack!!

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Copyright © 11 June 2010, Thursday 04:43Pm
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Visit, Sore throat

Title: Visit, Sore throat


Today went to NUH to visit my cousin's mum. See her soo weak and soo in pain felt sibei heartache.. Heard she hospitalized due to she cant eat and due to heart issue (heart attack). Heard she needs to do heart bypass surgery.. :( Now she is at cardiac care unit.. Just hope she can get well soon so that doctor can start the heart bypass surgery.. At this moment, she is too weak already.. May God bless her.. Wishing her get well real soon..


After that my cousin drive me home.. Thanks to her.. Den Er Jie called me.. Went out with her and Yong Sheng to drink kopi @ Yew Tee Mac.. Had a great chat.. :D Den we left at around 1am++ hehe!!


Reach home nth to do.. Ate 1 box of durian and now my throat pain like hell.. >_<" Mouth itchy la.. :( There are still soo many boxes left.. LOL!!! Sianz!! Just hope it dont get worse and i will get well soon by Saturday.. Cos Sunday im going to Genting liao.. :D


ok la!! Lazy to blog liao.. Talking to dear dear on skype now.. hehehe!! Bye!!


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Copyright © 11 June 2010, Thursday 04:13Am
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Sad and angry

Title: Sad and angry


Feeling damn sad.. Sigh!! I will wait.. Wait and wait.. Wait till i die also ok.. Always the same.. Sigh!! Fine i will no do it anymore..


Nvm, i give up.. Frm today onwards i will wait then.. Soo many things happening around me.. All quite sad.. sigh!!


Tomorrow going to NUH to visit my cousin's mum.. My mum told me that my cousin's mum had a heart attack. Praying that she get well soon.. May God bless her..


Not in the mood to blog.. Drinking coffee to distress myself.. Sigh!! bye all..


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Copyright © 10 June 2010, Thursday 12:45Am
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Do i look like i have plenty of money?

Title: Do i look like i have plenty of money?


Sibei boring la... I dont know what to do sia.. Woke up by 2 stupid calls which i dont know who.. At times i hate my iphone soo much.. Cos if u put ur phone on silent or if ur phone is off, the alarm clock will not work. So i have no choice but have to leave it on.. So ppl ALWAYS like to call me early in the morning.. Awwww...


Just now when to NTUC walk around to look for food / snacks.. But i ended up getting cup noodles.. Hahaha!! My meals for the next few days will be cup noodles.. whoohoo.. Cup noodle is nice and you save the time cooking and washing :D (for lazy ppl like me :D) Then after that buy 4D :D Wish me luck :D HUAT AH!!


My mind have been thinking of my dear dear.. Aww... Dun know what is he doing.. Msg him bo reply as he is busy.. MISS HIM BADLY.. :( :( :( DEAR DEAR, I MISS YOU SOOO BADLY.. :(


Im wondering, do i look like i have plenty of money? Why is everybody asking me to lend them MONEY.. Is just soo irritating.. Irritating because the person who ask for money are always ppl that are close to me.. (example relative / cousin, super close friends..) Worse come to worse is, my mum will not allow me to do so as these ppl will just lend and go.. Mouth said will return but ended up never... Im soo confused now.. Cos if i dont help i feel super guilty and useless.. was told no one else can help already and Like i said, they are close to me.. sigh!!


Plus im jobless now and my mum is tracking on my spending lately..(she like to nag alot... Sibei fucking noisy.. I believe she will nag again LATER >_<") So i cant secretly withdraw the cash to help... Awww.. This person who asked for help is helping other but not himself. Mentioned that his friend have been helping him when he need cash as well.. So he is helping his friend back.. Aww.. Person is asking for 2k.. OH MY... If it is few hundred dollar i dont mind helping.. If money go and nv come back is ok.. But few thousand dollar is way too much...


Why why why?? Why me? Izzit because i do not know hw to reject ppl? Sigh!! I hate this type of feeling.. Aww... It makes me feel guilty.. Sigh!!


:( Not in the mood already.. Maybe if today i strike 4D i might consider helping..


ok ba.. Is time for me to stop here.. Bye!!


PS: Dear dear I miss you badly.. I love You! Muack


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Copyright © 09 June 2010, Wednesday 06:27Pm
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Boring

Title: Boring


Boring.. Life is soo bored.. Aww.. I wanna work.. Many ppl said im crazy.. I should take this time to enjoy.. But i do not know why i just cant take it.. Sianz la!!


Anyway, i hope to start work ASAP.. Awaiting for *hub.. lol!! U must be wondering right?? Yes, i have decided to go back to *hub.. Cos, i think the salary is much better and of coursd we my lovely hubby is there and can take gd care of each other. And i still like working at nite.. :D


But then, the assistance manager is planning for me to do something different and he said i will like it. Hmm.. I dont know what is that.. But actually im looking forward and of course to go back and work with all the buddies there.. :D


Sigh!! Sibe boring la.. Cant wait for 13 June to 15 June as we are going to Genting.. Whoohoo.. 12 June going to work with dear dear den we will go to friend's place and we will go off together.. :D The only sad thing is, my friend will be visiting me during the trip.. SIGH!! Well.. This type of thing i cant do much.. ZzZz..


hmm.. my mum is thinking of getting a 2mths old dog.. His breed is Jack Rusell terrier.. Hahaha!! Quite nice and cute.. Anyway, we shall see how.. lol!!!


ok.. i wanna stop here..


PS: Dear dear I miss you badly.. I love You! Muack


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Copyright © 08 June 2010, Tuesday 10:51Pm
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Ignore

Title: Ignore


Well, today went for interview with m1 (as my mum and her friend asked me to go..Hv decided not to go actually but den,i still give it a try ).. Ha!! After the 1st round of interview i have decided to blacklist them.. >_<" Well well well.. I actually apply for technical but then the interview goes in a way that they hire me as mobile helpdesk.. HUH!!!! I was like ???????? The whole interview is all talking about what im not interested at all.. Well, the only thing was, they want me as a permanent staff with gd benefit nia....


Then goes the 2nd round of interview.. The person again asked me if i know about roaming, mobile like blackberry blah blah blah.. To be honest i can said i actually know a little la... But i told them i dont know... But then IM NOT applying for that.. You ppl put broadband technical hor.. >_<" Anyway, i asked them about mthly salary.. The person who interview me said she dont know about that.. She said HR dept will work out a package for me.. >_<" I was told there will be training starting frm next week.. The person mentioned will inform me by coming Friday.. If im selected a not.. ANYWAY, im not interested.. The workload n i think the salary is much more shit den the green.. Sob sob.. My lovely bf is right..


Then i received another called.. Phone interview for Desktop support Engineers.. Was told contract period is 3 years.. WTF!! I dont want.. And they r giving only @ $1800.. NO WAY!!!!!!! i told them im not interested.. But just a min ago same person called back.. Asked me to go dwn for interview tomorrow.. I said im not interested due to the low salary and contract.. If i nv recall wrongly, the working hrs is 12 >_<".. He said that we can talk about it.. Fine.. I will give it a try den.. We shall see how tomorrow.. worse come to worse, back to the green?? But then, I dont feel like turning back.. I dont want ppl to LOOK DWN ON ME...


Anyway, the feeling of kena ignore is soo painful.. I have nth to say.. Seriously, it really hurt alot.. ALOT!! SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sigh!!! Sibei FAN LA!!!!


PS: Dear I miss you!!


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Copyright © 01 June 2010, Tuesday 05:23Pm
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Confuse

Title: Confuse


Sigh!! Confuse and frustrated day... Awww.. Anyway, yesterday for the 1st time i sleep early.. Sleeping early due some reason behind it.. Shall not say.. Just hopping tomorrow im fine..


Well, M1 called me today... I was looking at their website and happen that they called me for interview.. I heard lots of negative feedback.. But my mum and her friend encourage me to go for an interview 1st.. See how it goes.. Hmm.. I shall see how la.. Maybe if they offer me 2.5k to 3k i will stay with them.. hahaha!! And i have another job interview coming up.. Desktop support Engineers.. hmm...


Sianz La!! My mood suddenly just went all the way down.. FUCK!! Dont wanna mention what happen.. FK!! Forget it..


Shall stop here.. Will carry again maybe tomorrow.. BYE!!


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