exercise

Title: exercise

Been a vegetarian for 2 weeks already. I still cant get use to it. But i will try my best. I make a prayer and i will be a vegetarian for 1 year. Some more someone said will lose 50kg if i become a vegetarian. I dont know if he still remember this. Anyway, dont forget our agreement. I have been keeping it by heart. Been trying to eat all kind of veg and trying to start eating fruits as well.

On-top of that i have been gym-ing as well. Been going to office gym in the morning then start work in the afternoon. So tiring but i have to do it. Running, dumbbell and legs training are what i have been doing. I just want to stay healthy and dont want to burden anyone.

Yesterday went for morning run with my colleague. suppose to run from choa chu kang to bukit gombak but my colleague said it is far so we decided to run around choa chu kang. We didnt really run much but it was fun. :) we have also mentioned gonna get a bicycle for night cycling if possible.

Hmm, im going for a run shortly.. :) Cos my aunty gonna visit me real soon and this will cause me unable to exercise for about a week :( I need to keep my stamina there. cos once i stop, i will lose my stamina again. Sign.. Being female is just so troublesome.

Sigh.. A liar will always be a liar. Whatever it is. I have done my part.. Tomorrow work again. long weekends are over. :( Sad... ok gonna stop here.. Im feeling kinda angry and sad. But i can only keep this to myself to prevent any shit again. Sigh!

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vegetarian

Title: vegetarian

Im glad everything clear out.. Now that we have an agreement set, I believe everything will change from bad to good.. :) Even my mum know that i smoke. I feel so much better after telling her. I feel so guilty when im keeping it from her. So friday i decided to tell her.

Anyway, I have decided to stop eating meat and start eating vegetables and fruits. I hate it so much but for my health, for my husband to be i need to change. I have been eating meat only since young and now is time for me to stop and start eating healthy.. I believe i can do it. I will do my best.. I have agreement with my husband to be and i need to achieve it.. oh ya, no more junk food as well.. (all my all time favor no more..) Fighting..

Dont get me wrong, im still free thinker.. Is just that i want to be healthy.. :) Gym-ing is compulsory as well.. Unless my auntie visit me for the month, then i have no choice but to stop gym for a week.

I think being a vegetarian i will gain more weight cos of flour intake. Eating meat dont really help me gain weight but i lose weight. So, we shall see.. lol..

Last week work was seriously hell.. I was so stress up.. I think I need to pester my boss starting from tomorrow to learn more. I can only manage my team as i know what we are doing but as for another team I really dont know what are they doing. If one day i really need to take over both team Im dead. So i need to learn learn learn.. Since he's back from hoilday.. Now is time for me to pester him.. :) I really cant handle it while he was away for a week. I was so stress up. (cos i know nth about other team).

Ok time for me to sleep. Tomorrow start eating vegetables and fruits. Then I will tell my boss i wanna revert back to normal working hours. (11.30am to 8pm) :p Have been working from 9.30am to 7pm for months plus.. I cant take it.. While he was away for one week, I have been working from 9am to 7pm (sometimes, 9.30am to 7.30pm). Good night

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Whatever

Title: whatever

Boring saturday.. Been playing with my puppy, facebook games and watching videos and movies. Well well well..

I dont know what the fuck am i doing, i went to restore my samsung to factory default. Everything gone.. Lucky, my contacts i backup in a software call Idrive.. :) But the rest GONE.. Kinda lazy to re-do my setting so i gave up..

Oh well, whatever you said i will just take it. Im not gonna bother you already. I will just focus on my mum and work. I was offer a job and salary is 2.5k and above. It is a team leader and perm position. It was from my manager, it's kinda weird they offer me this position and in another department. Well, i rejected the offer.

I asked them, if i decided to stay in the same department what's their plan for me. Was told they gonna have me to be perm and more team leader role as the team will grow bigger and the role will deter me from calling customer. As for now, i guess i will still stay as what im now. Im glad that the company do take care of our career path.

I wanna drink drank drunk.. Guess for now i can only do that alone as my mum yesterday suddenly have some stroke symptom again. I dare not go out. Sigh.. And CB she is still smoking. The doctor already said if she is on medication and if she smoke, the medicine wont work. "These" ppl really make me wanna pick up as a heavy smoker then they understand.

Sigh!! Anyway, im still thinking of something the whole freaking night and i really dont get it. In a relationship, communication at least once in a week (since we hardly meet) and sharing problem is childish. This make me think. I really dont get it. Im still thinking actually. It keep me very awake while thinking.

Im gonna stop here for now. bye

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busy

Title: busy

Been kinda busy lately.. Work is kinda stressful.. Ever since new channels was launched.. We need to upsell new package to customer. I hate doing so as it is really tough. Can you imagine that you are paying maybe around $30 every month for your programs and we need to sell something at around $60 to you. How is that possible? Im doing my very best.. Everyday my target was just one sale.. hahaha.. Worse till we dont have commission only customer service allowance.. -.-" Today, im suppose to have 2 sales but we are not allow to upsell that package i ended up passing it to another person to do so. On my end it was a rejected :( how sad can this be. But im still fine with it cos the person i passed to can get commission. Good for her :) Anyway, i dont know how long are we gonna do this.. But at least something new at work :)

Dont know why lately im feeling giddy and nausea. It was sudden. :( Also 贫血.. Low blood and 贫血.. =.=" Sux.. The feeling is awful. Had my breakfast today and after that suddenly i was feeling so giddy and nausea.. I almost took half day.. I cant stand it.. But i nv cos my boss went for meeting and i need to take care of the 2 teams.. -.-" So i was looking around for sweet... Had alot of sweet and finally after around 3 to 4hours im alive and kicking :) On and off i still feel giddy and nausea but not as worse as morning.. I really hope i dont faint.. It was just so embarrassing.. I had the same problem before and it was in public.. I took train to work and half way i get out and seat in the control station almost asked someone to help me call an ambulance. =.=

I guess I really need to go for a body check-up.. Need to really check my blood pressure, blood sugar etc.. I want to make sure nth wrong.. I need to take care of my mum so i need to be healthy...

Ok, need to sleep already.. Tomorrow have to wake up early for work.. Fighting.. Tomorrow one more sale :) Fighting..

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