13 February 2012

Everything is fine nw

Title: Everything is fine nw


We are back to normal.. :p Everything is fine.. Having very bad stomachache now.. Aww.. I think is the stupid cramp.. It's freaking pain :(


Anyway, waiting for dear dear to play game with me. But i dont know where is he now.. -.-" I dont think he is sleeping. Maybe leave not approve.. -.-" Im so bored staying at home. I took leave cos of this freaking cramp i have.


Anyway, just wanna say I love you dear dear.. Muack! Happy Valentine's day :p


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08 February 2012

:(

Title: :(


1st of all, want to apologise for smoking too many sticks today.. To a smoker it is too little. But to a non-smoker it is alot.. I smoke 9 sticks the whole day.. Im very angry, VERY ANGRY very sad and confuse.. Just dont want to think too much and to escape from all the shit i choose to smoke and work hard. Well, im not addicted to it.


I have decided to keep quiet already.. Even anything goes wrong i will shut my mouth up.. To prevent any miscommunication or whatever it is.. Im looking for the me that was soo quiet and just answer back what im suppose to answer when ppl question me..


I dont want to commit anything for now. At the end of the day it will still go back to square one. Im seriously, very disappointed till the extend of smoking everyday.. Sigh!!!


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07 February 2012

lost

Title: lost


Getting soo lost, upset and angry.. Working and working and working is the only choice for me not to think so much and dont bother about ppl.. ppl at work pissed me off alot. I almost shouted FUCK U to that fucker.. The bitch have step on my tail at the wrong time and ppl make me so upset and lost. Everything is just back to square one. It's just wasting all the effort.


I have choose to keep quiet and choose to just work to cease all the stress and worry i have.. I think this is a better choice for now..


Every single day, im making my body exhausted but my mind isn't -.-" Sleeping less than 4hrs a day.. Working hard the whole day.. I want my mind to get exhausted but not my body..


Aiyo, i shall just keep quiet. Silence is better than unmeaning words.


Anyway, dear is sick and just hopping he is getting better. Apologise im not there to look after you cos im working. Take care.


I shall stop here.. Time for drama..


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05 February 2012

Angry, upset

Title: Angry, upset


Im soo lazy to blog.. Seriously, im so angry and upset with ppl for bluffing me again and again.. I cant help it.. Only thing is to keep quiet.. -.-" Sigh! Im seriously lost.. :( Be it work or whatever shit..


Im thinking of looking for a weekends job to make myself busy.. :) Hmm.. Anyway, i dont know what to blog.. -.-"


I shall stop here..


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01 February 2012

so tired

Title: so tired


Im so tired. Tired as in work tired... Have been working non-stop since i came back frm Chinese New Year break.. It was just 2 days of public holidays and im like working non-stop. Working frm around 10.30am (at times, cos go to work early to check emails and assign sales) or 11.30am all the way till 9pm.. Today i even OT. (started work at 9.45am or 10am) :(


Then at work ppl keep on asking the same old question again and again.. It seriously pissed me off. How many times u want to ask the same question which i have ans you a day back or even 1 to 2hr ago? Cant you write down or refer to the eamil we sent? You ppl only need to call customer. We need to call customer, check emails, handle escalation, assign sales every 3hrs and ans your questions.. -.-" How are we suppose to clear our sales? Then when you ppl finished keep saying you have done etc etc, then keep asking when want to go home.. FK!! This even pissed me off.. Awww..


I think i need to OT again later... :( I have been very quiet at work.. Due to busy and tired... Awww.. Anyway, everything will be fine.. :)


Ok, i wanna stop here.. Bye!!


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