30 January 2010

movies, ring, pain

Title: movies, ring, pain


Im feeling kinda sad for mei.. 8 yrs++ of r/s and it's gone just like that.. But I can see that my dear mei mei is soo strong and brave.. I believe she hv been suffering for this whole 8yrs.. Gal, pls stay strong k? I know it is difficult to forget but try ur best k? Pls dont think too much and dont get this affect ur studies.. Er Jie and me love you always.. Muack!!


Today, im suppose to shop for my CNY clothes (my mum keep nagging at me liao).. But i just cant wake up.. Damn sleepy.. >_<" cant sleep well also.. Sigh!! I think i will do last min shopping ba..


Im now at dear's hus.. He is sleeping right now.. Hmm, we got our rings liao.. hehehe!! LOVE IT.. Forget to take photo.. Shall do it later.. :D


Dammit! Im having chest pain for the whole afternoon till nw.. My back and neck also pain.. And i also notice my hand started trembling.. ZzZz.. Wat's going on?? At least headache have stop.. Took pain killer.. But the pain killer can only kill my headache.. :( Sigh!! I went to do some search via internet.. Nvm.. For myself to know only..


Anyway, SGH called me this afternoon.. Next appt with the doctor and heart center is on 8 Feb.. I have to take leave on that day.. Ok!! This time round i wont MIA.. I will follow-up.. I promise..


ok la!! I think i will stop here.. Lazy to carry on.. Bye!


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Missing my dear dear soo much :(

Title: Missing my dear dear soo much :(


Yesterday (as in friday) im on leave.. Im still wondering why i took leave today??? Anyway, I was at my dear dear hus since thursday.. (suppose to go to work and dear rest at home) but i end up on mc.. When to NUH to see a doctor cos i was having chest pain.. Dear dear accompany me.. Well, to be honest the DOCTOR SUX.. Seriously SUX.. (which i did mentioned on my prev post..)


Yesterday afternoon (Friday) when i woke up, i have chest pain all the way... The pain sometime sharp pain and sometime tightness which cause me to feel breathless.. Yesterday, I cant really sleep well.. Keep waking up.. Then dear dear n me went to SGH (A&E)..


At least the doctor there r much more better.. The 1st doctor who see me was just a normal doctor.. (lvl one support). I was told to stay in the hospital for 8hrs for observation.. I took quite awhile to ans the doctor.. Cos i dun want to stay in the hospital.. Then the doctor said, will get the senior doctor to see if i need to stay for 8hrs a not.. But ended up same ans.. But i rejected.. Seriously, i dont want to stay and dun want to waste the money..


The doctor asked me to stay cos they suspect / wanna check izzit heart attack.. >_<" and i think they wanna do some scanning also.. Dear dear n me waited for damn long before the nurse called me at around 7plus to take medicine.. (we reach A&E at around 4plus/ 5pm..).. After that, i was told to sign a letter.. (cos i dont to stay in the hospital.. ) The doctor refer me to cardiac.. Waiting for them to call me for appt..


Right now, suddenly my heart beating rapidly and im having chest pain.. Headache also.. WTF!!!!! :( And that's e reason why im still awake.. Im damn sleepy and drowsy now.. Sigh!!!


Thanks god that today (Sat) im off.. So i have extra one day to rest.. I hope by Sunday im fine.. Cos i need to work.. I dont want to go back to the hospital..


Oh ya, Thursday dear dear and me went to Taka jewellery to get RINGS.. :D For valentine's day.. hehehe! I LOVE YOU Dear... MUACK.. MUACK.. Dear Thank you soo much for everything.. Sorry to make u soo worry... Im missing you badly NOW.. I just cant wait to see u again later... ~Hug~


Ok i think i wanna stop here.. Bye!!


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29 January 2010

NUH sux

Title: NUH sux


Sigh!! Today on mc.. Went to NUH.. But the doctor really cannot make it.. I said A he wrote B.. I found out this only when he wrote a report and to the heart cardiac or something la and i saw the report.. >_<"


The doctor also damn LAME.. he said, will need to do a blood test to check if i have heart attack now (as when i visited him).. I was thinking, if i have heart attack nw, would still be able to wait for my queue to see him?? By the i have already die.. LAME shit.. And i dont think blood test can try if i have a heart attack right?? Anyway, the doctor just sux.. He told me if im still having chest pain and breathless i need to go back and will need to be hospitalize.. (which i dont want..)


To be honest, Im still having headache and chest pain now (chest pain is intermittent).. Sigh!! Taken pain killer already but it stop the pain for just awhile.. Feeling a bit breathless.. Nothing i can do about.. Awww..


Have to thanks my dear dear for his accompany.. Thank you dear dear.. sorry dear dear.. I know u r worry.. dont worry dear dear.. :D Muack!! I love you always.. :D


Ok la!! Time to stop here.. Bye all!!


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28 January 2010

sianz day

Title: sianz day


Back blogging.. Today at work was much better as compare to past few days.. Cos, the damn system needed to be up was postpone.. Yes yes yes.. I hope it will nv be up.. (: As for calls, well it will nv be good.. But nth i can do.. Today whole day im answering calls.. Nothing much to talk about.. It is just SUX..


Anyway, dear dear went home today.. To remove his wisdom tooth (FINALLY).. He was given 6days of MC.. Yeah, he can rest at home liao.. Dear dear, I WILL MISS YOU DEEP DEEP.. AND I ALWAYS LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP.. He listen to me and so i have to listen to him.. Im going to the hospital tomorrow.. For... My stupid, heart and head.. I do not have any more pain killer to stop my headache.. As for heart, if i take medicine it's fine.. if i dont, i can feel it beating rapidly.. :( To be honest, Just now, i have chest pain.. (that's another reason why i agree to go to the hospital..) Seriously, i dont feel like going.. Im scare.. >_<" Sigh!!


Well, shall see hw.. Thanks, my good friend decided to visit me today.. Sigh!! Let it be.. It will stay with me for 7 days.. (maybe..)


Hmm.. I think lately in office HOT gossip are all about dear dear and me.. They are trying to find out are we together.. Oh well, all thanks to one of my customer who asked me about contact on iphone issue.. Therefore, i tested my sim card on the test Iphone set (that will be pass around the whole office) and my contacts are all inside.. Forget to restore the damn iphone.. And soo... someone found out and now trying to find out izzit true a nt.. ZZzZz.. This is HOW KAPO *HUB PPL ARE..


Ok la! I have nth to talk about.. Im having headache now.. >_<" Going to do something else.. Cos i cant sleep.. Have to wait till the pain stop before i can fall asleep.. sigh!! Bye!!


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26 January 2010

sigh

Title: sigh


Work just sux.. Nothing to talk about.. Sigh!! Im very shag.. Today, im busy calling iphone.. Just wanna make sure no backlogs.. But... Sigh!! Nvm.. I have do my best liao..


As for my health... Same problem.. Just that i try to tolerate.. sigh!! Dun want to talk about it already..


Seriously, i dont have the mood to blog.. Think i will stop here.. Btw, Dear dear I LOVE YOU!! Hehehe!!! Muack!!


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25 January 2010

work sux.. everything sux..

Title: work sux.. everything sux..


Work sux.. Yes it is.. Im giving up soon.. Sigh!! Well well well.. Nothing i can talk about.. Cos as i have mentioned it sux.. Therefore, sux equal to hopeless equal to game over..


Anyway, as for my health.. well.. Still the same.. Last nite suddenly i woke up and was so breathless.. I dont know why.. It last for awhile and im back to my lala land.. I keep waking up in the middle of the nite feeling freaking uncomfortable.. either my damn head is painful, if not my heart else im giddy..


Well, clever me, i forget to bring my medicine back home.. I left it in office.. ZzZzZz.. As for now, my head is very painful and heavy.. :( Sigh!! What should i do?


Anyway, tomorrow have to work frm 2.30pm to 2am.. I do not know if i can wake up a not.. I think can but will be freaking sleepy and moody.. >_<" Sigh!!


Ok!! Im very moody and sleepy now.. wanna sleep already.. Hope i can sleep all the way till my alarm clock ring.. good nite.. Bye!!


Before i end, I just wanna said I LOVE YOU DEAR DEAR.. MISSING YOU BADLY AGAIN.. MUACK MUACK.. HUG~ HUG~


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23 January 2010

Tired n sleepy.. Love my dear soo much

Title: Tired n sleepy.. Love my dear soo much


Back blogging.. Im soo tired and sleepy.. Keep waking in the middle of the nite.. Which i dont know why.. sigh!! Im still having headache.. :( It get worse after meal... :( As for my heart beat, it is intermittent.. Sometime it goes very fast and sometime normal..


Good new is my blood test is fine.. :D hmm.. Sigh! Dear dear is now working.. Again the damn ppl asked him to go back for OT.. :( Wanted to go and accompany him but sigh!! I sux... I just dont understand why they wanna change the system.. We will have to suffer already.. :( Next week have to work frm 2:30pm to 2am.. ZzZz.. I have no comment on that..


Im now at dear dear hus (since yesterday :D) waiting for him to come home.. Even at dear dear's hus i still miss him.. oh my.. :( I LOVE YOU soo much my dear.. Muack muack dear.. Thank you for every single thing u have done.. MUACK.. You are just the best.. I cant live without you.. I will always LOVE YOU!!


Im soo sleepy.. Wanna stop here already.. Bye!!


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20 January 2010

mc.. missing my dear soo much

Title: mc, missing my dear soo much


Today, Im on mc.. Cos im dwn with high fever.. WTF!!! Yesterday took half day leave.. Thanks to my boss for approving.. Yesterday n today, my whole body is just soo weak and i dont have the energy to do anything.. Been freaking moody..


Yesterday, reach home i slept all the way.. Yes i did woke up in between but went back to sleep again till today afternoon.. Today whole day sleep and rest.. :( Time wasted again.. Been missing my dear dear soo much.. :( Sigh!!


Sigh!! My head is still very heavy and painful.. My hands and legs r numb and im Still hving fever.. :( sigh!! My heart beat is beating rapidly as well.. Counted and it's 116 per min.. :(


Dear dear, I MISS YOU BADLY.. Sigh!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH.. I wanna hug u badly.. :( Muack muack..


Ok la!! I wanna sleep already.. Sibei moody.. :( Bye!!


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18 January 2010

:(

Title: :(


Sigh!! Today off but this off day dont seem to be an off day.. Sad!! My dear dear was asked to go back to work.. FK the damn bloody shit company.. Well, i dont hv to go back but im feeling sad cos we hv less time together.. :( And dear dear tooth pain again.. :( Sigh!! Dear ar, im missing u badly.. :(


Im feeling very drowsy now.. After taking medicine.. >_<" But i dont want to sleep 1st.. I wanna wait for my dear to knock off frm work.. Honestly, Im still hving headache, giddy and my damn head is so heavy and.. Nvm.. FK!! Awww..


Today, i finally went for blood test.. Kao!! It's painful.. >_<" 3rd time doing blood test in my life.. zZz.. sibei worry that the doctor will ask me to go to the hospital.. I dont know why also.. Waiting for result.. Think positive. :)


Aww.. Im missing my dear dear.. :( Thinking and worry about him.. sigh!! :( Dear dear.. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!! I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU.. MUACK MUACK...


Tomorrow dear dear hv to start work at 2.30pm.. I will accompany him.. OT frm 2.30pm to 4.30pm.. Then work till 2am.. Dont say i nv OT.. Cos i DID OT..


Mei!!! Pls dont think too much.. I have read ur blog liao.. Both of you need time to cool down then sit down and talk.. Dont get this shit affect ur studies and life k? ~Hug hug~


Ok!! I wanna stop here.. Going to bed rest while waiting for my dear dear to knock off.. Bye!!


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16 January 2010

Missing you badly

Title: Missing you badly..


Im missing my dear dear soo badly... -.-" 1st time during our off we are not seeing each other for the whole day.. Aww... Every few sec thinking of him.. Sigh!! This show hw much i cant live without him.. How much i love him.. We did not meet each other cos i wanna stay home and accompany my mum.. She just resign and now jobless.. Soo lonely at home.. (but i think i didnt really accompany her.. I sleep, facebook and was moody.. Cos im having headache..) Anyway, she play game too.. Soo still ok..


Im very sleepy and tomorrow im waking up early to meet my dear dear.. Going over his hus to have breakfast (Macdonalds).. Did i just said breakfast?? Wondering hw long i have not eaten breakfast.. But right now, im still awake.. I just cant sleep.. Im still hving headache, the pain is killing me and slight numbness on my hands.. :'( FK IT.. HECK CARE..


Whatever la!! Anyway, im watching Life Transformers 2 心晴大动员2 (copy and paste de..)at mobtv.com.sg.. It's just soo touching.. I wish im there to help out... Everyone of us should watch.. And u will know hw fortunate u are.. We should be grateful for what we have..


Sigh!! Im missing my dear dear SOOOO MUCH!!.. awww... Sigh!! ok!! I wanna stop here.. I wanna Carry on watching life transformers 2.. Btw, tomorrow attending dear's friend wedding dinner again.. 2nd time attending.. lol!! 1st time photo is up on his facebook.. hahaha!! You ppl go find it yourself.. :) Bye!!


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15 January 2010

Well well...

Title: Well well...


Again.. I cant sleep.. Sigh!! It's 6.30am++ already.. Yes, to be honest my head is giving me problem.. Feeling giddy, pain and heavy.. But nth i can do about it.. My heart is under control.. I have taken my medicine.. :D Anyway, I will just have to hide it and tolerate.. Today, out of sudden i was feeling soo giddy during the afternoon (when i woke up) and after dinner.. After dinner was worse.. But, like i said, Im proud of my tolerance..


At work.. It's just shit.. Calling Iphone cases are still okay.. Not soo many troublesome customer.. But work is still always soo suck.. Sigh!!


I really dont know wat to do with my head and heart.. Hmm, at times im thinking negative but at times im thinking positive.. And at times, i just fk care.. But, i believe nth goes wrong.. :D Yes, im thinking very positive.. :D


Now, in my mind is, my bf.. Oh my.. Im missing him badly.. :( Wanna hug and kiss him soo badly.. DEAR DEAR... I LOVE U and MISS U SOOOOOOOOO MUCH... MUACK MUACK....


ok la!! I wanna go n watch movie.. Not in the mood to carry on blogging.. >_<"


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13 January 2010

:(

Title: :(


Sigh!! Why am I still having headache?? The pain is soo freaking painful.. My heart is also pumping fast.. (The internet indicated "Heart palpitations") (at least after medicine, now my heart beat is back to normal.. ) To be honest, today, im not in a good mood.. But im proud of myself that my tolerance is there.. Im freaking busy with iphone calls that i really cant waste any freaking time resting.. 2 ppl calling 100++ over cases.. (well, we didnt manage to complete..) And ppl can asked you frm A to z and frm Z to A and repeat again.. Just dont understand why ppl want to use iphone when they dont know hw to use it..


Sigh!! My head is Fking pain.. :( Have taken pain killer.. But pain killer can cause less pain or stop the pain for like maybe 4 to 5hrs only.. :( FK!! Every nite trying to sleep early but i just cant.. If not i keep waking up.. >_<"


Ok dear dear... I shall go to the hospital.. I will listen to you.. Cos i dont want u or anyone to worry.. I still want to live and stay by your side.. To love and take care of you.. :D TO STOP U FRM SMOKING.. :D I LOVE YOU LOTS DEAR.. MISS YOU BADLY NOW.. :(


Lately, I notice that i cant leave without the number 4.. Every time i look at the time, it is 4.44am or 4.44pm.. I dont know why each time i want to look at the time, the number is always 4.44.. Today, dinner also 44.. Yesterday cab fare also 44.. >_<" LAME SHIT..


Ok la!! I wanna go n watch some drama via mobtv and see how it goes..Pray that my headache will go away so that i can sleep.. nite all!


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11 January 2010

it's killing me

Title: it's killing me


Im freaking damn sleepy.. But I just cant sleep.. It's 4:50am already.. :( My head is freaking pain.. My heart is beating like a horse racing and my chest hurt.. All these are killing me.. Sigh!! Cos of this, i have taken 2 days of MCs for year 2010.. THIS IS SHIT..


Seriously, i really dont know what's happening.. My heart just pump faster than usual.. Body suddenly just started to get numb (1st time facing this prob).. Awaiting for my gd friend to go home before i can do a blood test.. Which, i think my gd friend will be visiting me this mth again.. Something dun seem like with it as well.. Usually it will stay for 7days but this time round 4days only..


At this moment, taking medicine to control my heart beat and pain killer for my stupid headache still it go away..


Today, woke up whole body numb and i told my mum and did told her about my heart issue.. FKing shit.. I regret telling her.. The 1st thing she do was to nag and scold me.. WTF... After that i kept quiet all the way.. (nw u ppl know y i talk less to my mum.. ).. Guess, i will not tell her anything already..


Anyway, SORRY to my lovely bf.. Make him worry about me.. He have been taking care of me since i fall sick.. That was on Wednesday till nw.. Thank him sooooo MUCH.. I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH!! Dear dear (i know u r reading this), I LOVE U SOO MUCH that i cant live without u.. MUACK.. THANK YOU SOO MUCH for everything that you have do.. MUACK.. You are the only one and YES U R THE ONLY one that i will love forever.. :D


We are not sure what will happen tomorrow.. So enjoy ourself today.. Have a great day before it is too late..


Trying to stop my headache but it is still aching.. At least my heart beat have slow dwn.. :D ok la.. Wanna stop here already.. Wanna go n do something else.. Bye!!


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05 January 2010

my head is killing me..

Title: my head is killing me..


Reach home frm work about half an hr ago.. Hmm.. yesterday, i manage to fall asleep at around 5am++ and stupid thing is i woke up every hr.. ><" Just cant sleep well.. Sigh!! I think im too worry about my bf.. Then i gave up.. around 11am++ i woke up bath and off to his hus.. Get lunch for him and his mum..


Found out he was ok and i fall asleep at his hus till 3pm+ (i still woke up on and off.. ) and we went to work together.. In cab slept all the way.. Dun know why, my head is damn painful.. Woke up in the morning, i tot my headache is gone but fk, it is still very pain.. On and off there is sharp pain.. Whole damn day my head pain like crazy.. See how, if tomorrow still the same i might see doctor..


Anyway, work..As usual SUX.. I have nth to comment about.. Well.. My bf tooth started to pain again.. Since he was still on mc, i asked him to go home.. Guess i need to force him to go to the dental to extract his tooth..


Sigh! Im still very worry about him.. We just skype on the phone.. He told me he is better but i can hear that he is in great pain.. >_<" Sigh!! I force him to go back to sleep.. And finally he did.. :D


As for me, I really want to sleep.. But i cant.. Worry about him and my head sibei pain.. cannot sleep.. :( Sianz.. Im working tomorrow.. Ok la!! I think i will try to watch movie and try to sleep again..


Bye!!!


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04 January 2010

Terrible headache n sleepy

Title: Terrible headache and sleepy


Yoz!! Just reach home not long.. Today, Im damn sleepy.. Been falling asleep at work.. Esp during calls.. ><" Like just now, my last call i troubleshoot with customer till i totally goes off.. I remembered i asked customer to tell me his pc IP address and he told me 169.x.x.x den i didnt hear anything but i said sometime like FUCK or TRUCK.. DIE LA.. I also dun know i said which one.. I suddenly awake when i heard customer said HUH... ><" Everything is so sudden.. I was troubleshooting and half way i just switch off.. ><"


At worked happen a few times whereby i just suddenly switch off and was awake by phone calls.. ><" Soo damn sleepy.. Then worse was my head is freaking damn pain since afternoon.. I think because the whole nite i nv sleep.. Too worry about my bf.. Sigh!! He cant sleep and soo do i.. My heart damn pain when i see him suffer soo much yesterday (midnight around 4am++) and today.. He is having toothache and headache (due to toothache).. I almost cry.. Soo i accompany him to dental in the morning and frm there i started stoning already..


I told him to take mc.. So today i went to work alone.. Working also think about him.. Wondering is he ok.. Sigh!! I just cant sleep.. Im very sleepy but i cant sleep.. Miss him badly and worry about him.. (cos his tooth haven extract.. The COCK doctor dare not to extract and asked my bf to go to the hospital and gave him pain killer nia.. ) WTF sia!! I dont want to call him cos i dont want to disturb him.. Sigh!!! WORRY LA.. Sibei worry.. Some more he got high blood pressure.. sigh!!


Well, another day i cant sleep liao.. Sigh! Today is gonna be another fking day for me at work.. Is there a way to let me sleep without thinking?? Sigh!! Stupid head is soo damn pain.. :(


ok la!! I wanna go n watch movie liao.. Hope this will make me sleep.. Bye!!


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03 January 2010

worry yet i cant do must,,,

Title: worry yet i cant do must,,,


Yoz!!! I just cant sleep soo decided to blog.. It's 7am++ and im still awake.. Hmm.. Im sleepy but im worry about my bf.. Sigh!! He is suffering right now.. :( He is having terrible toothache and headache.. I cant help.. Feeling sooo sad.. :( Worry still im super awake liao..


Sigh!! Later working.. oh my... This is SUX... Fk!! I dont have the mood to blog sia.. ><" Well, will stop here... bye!!


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01 January 2010

GoodBye 2009 and Hello 2010

Title: GoodBye 2009 and Hello 2010


Happy New Year to everyone of you. May you have a great year ahead. (: Year 2009 have finally ended.. My wishes for year 2010 is hoping that everyone (including my family members and close friends / friends) of you stay healthy and happy always and of course hoping myself to stay healthy and happy always..


Well!! Year 2009 since to be a year whereby i did nothing but work.. I enjoy less and suffer the most.. I also learn quite alot of stuff.. At work, frm no one knows me to almost everyone knows me..


I can only said that year 2009 i met alot of nice and wonderful co-worker and buddies.. Really love them lots.. Without this co-worker and buddies around i wont be able to get soo much at work. I wont have good reputation and bosses wont even know me.. Thanks to them for all the helps and support all this while... :D


As for r/s, i suffer quite alot.. To be honest, im not happy at all.. Im always avoiding and hoping for the best.. But it dont turn out good.. Soo since we are not happy, no point holding onto this r/s and therefore, i have asked for a break-up.. Which i believe this is a better choice.. Yes, we are soo lovely for the past 1 year but deep inside im doing my best to fix the r/s but my limit have go beyond what i can do.. So i decided to give up.. (which it was quite sometime already.. Just that i keep it to myself.. )


Anyway, year 2009 do have good new too.. Is im not single.. I met a guy and we LOVE each other so much that without fail we have to sms each other and skype with each other before we sleep.. Both of us are working in the same company.. We even asked to have the same OFF days.. :D We go to work and end work together everyday, we meet each other everyday (without fail) and we even eat together..


Well, honestly, with my current bf.. im much much more happy as compare to the past.. I smile even more and crap even more.. I dont have to avoid anything.. He knows almost everything about me and so do I.. We know each other for 2yrs (since the day i enter starhub).. He is my supervisor and what i use to said, my team leader.. He is the one that bring me up.. He is the one that guide me all this while.. He is the one that cry when i almost resign last year (june 2009).. He is the one that help me to finish up my food when i cant finish.. He is always the one that stay by me when i need help..


We have the same hobbies.. Gaming, listening to techno, trance and slacking at home.. During our off days, I will go over to his house (stay over nite for days) and we will sleep, eat, game, play with his dog and tv.. :D I even told him everything about my health and he is the one that notice im not well even i keep quiet.. Which year 2009 is really a suffering year for me n him but he is the one that support and help me to overcome it.. He also told me about his health issue and we are now taking care of each other..


Everyday without fail, i will wake up early, get lunch for him and his mum.. I love him and as well as his mum.. I even have a set of keys to their house.. And yes, I believe this is my LAST BF and it will stay forever.. He said the same to me too.. I love him not because of look but his wonderful heart.. His character.. His smile and he is always soo cute.. :D


Soo in year 2010, I wish that we will stay healthy and happys always.. :D I just wanna said Thank you dear for everything.. I LOVE YOU!!


Soo that's all!! Is time for me to sleep.. Im working later.. Once again, wishing everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR..


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