no more long holidays

Title: no more long holidays


Chinese New year was still so so. Didnt really did much thing. I just love the long break. After which felt so lazy @ work. Have so many things to do. One after another taking leave.. oh gosh...


Today was worse, my another half was not around to help. We have so many sales and at the same time they keep calling me.. I just cant finish my sale man.. ><" I dont even have time to go to the toilet n pee.. From afternoon i control till evening then i went. Now i seem to have problem with it.. I keep wanting to pee but i just cant.. Worse there is blood and it's painful :( I hope nth serious. I shall see how tomorrow. If it got worse i shall see a doctor..


Im soo tired and lazy.. Haven been sleeping well lately.. -.-" Yawn.. Ok i think i will stop here.. Watch drama and then sleep.. Bye!!


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o.O CNY?

Title: o.O CNY?

Hmmm, CNY (Chinese new year) is just 1 day more to go.. Im not looking forward to it.. :( Seriously not.. Just few like staying at home and rest for this long weekends..


Dammit.. Why so many problem? One after another.. Awww!! Sigh!! Very disappointing when ppl dont keep what they said.. Sigh!!


Lots of ppl keep asking when im getting marry.. Hmm.. suppose to be this year.. But i seriously dont knw.. Thinking of maybe another 2 to 3 years time. I think im still not really.. Im scare of many many things.. I think i cannot commit anything. I want to get marry but im just so scare.. Scare of? i really dont know..


Boring... Nth to do sia.. Hmm thinking of going back to play rift at least over there got ppl to play and talk to. But im just scare i dont have enf sleep once i start playing it.. haha!! Shall see how...


Lazy to blog liao.. Shall stop here.. Happy Chinese New Year!


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sad :(

Title: sad :(


Im freaking upset, angry and lost. My husband to be dog passed away on 09 Jan 2012. They only notice it at around 4plus in the morning. Freaking emo.. I knew him for about 3yrs++.. He always like to follow me to the kitchen and wait for me to feed him.. He love to eat, horny, disturb the whole family and love to play and sleep.. And love to pee and shit everywhere.. I just miss him sooo much.. In front of my boyfriend and everyone i try to stay strong.. Inner me seem to be crying badly.. I just miss him so much.. I cry the whole night yesterday.. Cant sleep well too.. So do my boyfriend.. Im worry about him.. As Elmo's been with him for 14years.. I really hope he is fine.. Elmo R.I.P. I will always remember you and will always miss you.. Thank you for accepting me to the family. I love you Elmo.


Im so sorry but i smoke. Im freaking upset and seriously very emo. I just cant stop thinking of Elmo.. Worse come to worse colleagues in the office are seriously fuck up. Im controlling hard.. One asked for help nv appreciate it. And worse they want to play around with my office laptop and facebook account. WTF!!! Heng i walked back to my place and locked my laptop. Even just 1min away from pc i must knock my pc. Ppl in office even called me chi-na.. She said something like oei chi-na come help.. Nb, like calling what? They are testing my patient. One of them really make my blood boil, she asked for help yet she dont have patient at all.. She seem to insulted me in so many ways.. I have been trying not to take it to heart but she is climbing higher and higher.. Now started to be freaking rude to me by calling me oei chi-na.. NB.. Still said study lawyer.. This is how a future lawyer must be?


Im getting bully by ppl age below 20.. WTF is this? Im trying very hard to smile and talk cock with them but it seem so hard.. The way they insult ppl are Fucking rude and hurting at times. Sigh!! :( So i always keep quiet and just work and work.. Just dont want to bother so much.. Usually when the job scope is freaking stress and piss you off then the colleagues are wonderful.. But when the job scope is gd, the colleagues are OH my!!!


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2012

Title: 2012


Oops, haven been blogging.. Hmm, kinda tired and lazy to blog.. Anyway, it's 2012 already.. Im seriously hopping that it will be a better year ahead for me and everyone.. Esp my bf, my mum, his mum, family members and close friends around me.


I started it off with bad flu and few days later with chest pain and bronchitis.. Still having them now.. :( But i still go to work.. Anyway, this wont kill.. :)


Work seem ok.. Just that some ppl in office is testing my patience.. Im controlling myself not to get angry.. But they seem to take it for granted.. Awwww... I dont know what gonna happen sooner or later.. I hope nth..


Im trying to act as if nth happen.. Cos i just wanna be happy and stress free.. I believe i can do it :D


I have nth to blog already.. Time to stop here.. :D Happy New year!!!!!!


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