What you believe is what you will achieve: 2012

03 December 2012

What is wrong

Title: What is wrong

Seriously, what the fuck is wrong? Never ending worries and problem one after another. There are now 2 sick ppl that i need to worry on. Then worry on how can i resolve a place to sleep ( a win win solution). At the moment i cant make my mum angry and i have to just take in whatever shit she say or do that make me angry.

my mum condition is still not stable yet. She is still having stroke on and off. She just discharge from the hospital and i have to monitor her condition.

Then now my bf is sick. Was told that his legs are swollen. Was told due to infection. Sigh! I hope is not due to his diabetic.

Seriously, im having a fuck up year.. FUCK U GOD.. What the fuck u want? Is either u give me all the problems at one go, or just take me with you. I have enf. I dont fucking care.. Awwww.. FUCK.. My worries / problems are forever no ending. One resolve the next one arrive. CB la..

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08 November 2012

Im still miss you Jia Jia

Title: Im still miss you Jia Jia

Im still missing Jia Jia :( Been thinking of her since yesterday. :( just dont feel like staying at home. Once i step home, i dont see her im so sad. :( :( :( I miss her licking my face, my mouth, my hands, my legs. I miss feeding her, carry her, play with her and talking to her. I miss bathing her, I miss taking her down for a walk. :( :( :( I just miss her so much. I really hope and wish to see her again.

She is the only one that can accompany me on weekends. Now that she is not by my side, I HATE WEEKENDS. WEEKENDS SUX TO THE MAX.

I seriously have no mood for anything. Fk whoever is irritating me.

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07 November 2012

I miss you Jia Jia

Title: I miss you Jia Jia

I should just take fake mc for once today to accompany my lovely cute jia jia. :( I miss her so much now. Her previous owner have came to bring her back already :( All thanks to my mum. My mum is just like roti prata. The way she talk flip here and there. To think it is like abandon a child like that. :( :( Im so sad...

I rushed home from work just to see her and carry her just for the last time.. My mum dont allow me to send her just now. I got so pissed off. I said to her this "is the last time seeing her just let me go". Jia Jia lick me the last time before she go back to her previous owner. :( I love you Jia Jia. Im so sorry :( :( I hope i can see you again.

Im not in the good mood to carry on. I cant control my emotional now :'( I will stop here.

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28 October 2012

exercise

Title: exercise

Been a vegetarian for 2 weeks already. I still cant get use to it. But i will try my best. I make a prayer and i will be a vegetarian for 1 year. Some more someone said will lose 50kg if i become a vegetarian. I dont know if he still remember this. Anyway, dont forget our agreement. I have been keeping it by heart. Been trying to eat all kind of veg and trying to start eating fruits as well.

On-top of that i have been gym-ing as well. Been going to office gym in the morning then start work in the afternoon. So tiring but i have to do it. Running, dumbbell and legs training are what i have been doing. I just want to stay healthy and dont want to burden anyone.

Yesterday went for morning run with my colleague. suppose to run from choa chu kang to bukit gombak but my colleague said it is far so we decided to run around choa chu kang. We didnt really run much but it was fun. :) we have also mentioned gonna get a bicycle for night cycling if possible.

Hmm, im going for a run shortly.. :) Cos my aunty gonna visit me real soon and this will cause me unable to exercise for about a week :( I need to keep my stamina there. cos once i stop, i will lose my stamina again. Sign.. Being female is just so troublesome.

Sigh.. A liar will always be a liar. Whatever it is. I have done my part.. Tomorrow work again. long weekends are over. :( Sad... ok gonna stop here.. Im feeling kinda angry and sad. But i can only keep this to myself to prevent any shit again. Sigh!

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15 October 2012

vegetarian

Title: vegetarian

Im glad everything clear out.. Now that we have an agreement set, I believe everything will change from bad to good.. :) Even my mum know that i smoke. I feel so much better after telling her. I feel so guilty when im keeping it from her. So friday i decided to tell her.

Anyway, I have decided to stop eating meat and start eating vegetables and fruits. I hate it so much but for my health, for my husband to be i need to change. I have been eating meat only since young and now is time for me to stop and start eating healthy.. I believe i can do it. I will do my best.. I have agreement with my husband to be and i need to achieve it.. oh ya, no more junk food as well.. (all my all time favor no more..) Fighting..

Dont get me wrong, im still free thinker.. Is just that i want to be healthy.. :) Gym-ing is compulsory as well.. Unless my auntie visit me for the month, then i have no choice but to stop gym for a week.

I think being a vegetarian i will gain more weight cos of flour intake. Eating meat dont really help me gain weight but i lose weight. So, we shall see.. lol..

Last week work was seriously hell.. I was so stress up.. I think I need to pester my boss starting from tomorrow to learn more. I can only manage my team as i know what we are doing but as for another team I really dont know what are they doing. If one day i really need to take over both team Im dead. So i need to learn learn learn.. Since he's back from hoilday.. Now is time for me to pester him.. :) I really cant handle it while he was away for a week. I was so stress up. (cos i know nth about other team).

Ok time for me to sleep. Tomorrow start eating vegetables and fruits. Then I will tell my boss i wanna revert back to normal working hours. (11.30am to 8pm) :p Have been working from 9.30am to 7pm for months plus.. I cant take it.. While he was away for one week, I have been working from 9am to 7pm (sometimes, 9.30am to 7.30pm). Good night

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07 October 2012

Whatever

Title: whatever

Boring saturday.. Been playing with my puppy, facebook games and watching videos and movies. Well well well..

I dont know what the fuck am i doing, i went to restore my samsung to factory default. Everything gone.. Lucky, my contacts i backup in a software call Idrive.. :) But the rest GONE.. Kinda lazy to re-do my setting so i gave up..

Oh well, whatever you said i will just take it. Im not gonna bother you already. I will just focus on my mum and work. I was offer a job and salary is 2.5k and above. It is a team leader and perm position. It was from my manager, it's kinda weird they offer me this position and in another department. Well, i rejected the offer.

I asked them, if i decided to stay in the same department what's their plan for me. Was told they gonna have me to be perm and more team leader role as the team will grow bigger and the role will deter me from calling customer. As for now, i guess i will still stay as what im now. Im glad that the company do take care of our career path.

I wanna drink drank drunk.. Guess for now i can only do that alone as my mum yesterday suddenly have some stroke symptom again. I dare not go out. Sigh.. And CB she is still smoking. The doctor already said if she is on medication and if she smoke, the medicine wont work. "These" ppl really make me wanna pick up as a heavy smoker then they understand.

Sigh!! Anyway, im still thinking of something the whole freaking night and i really dont get it. In a relationship, communication at least once in a week (since we hardly meet) and sharing problem is childish. This make me think. I really dont get it. Im still thinking actually. It keep me very awake while thinking.

Im gonna stop here for now. bye

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01 October 2012

busy

Title: busy

Been kinda busy lately.. Work is kinda stressful.. Ever since new channels was launched.. We need to upsell new package to customer. I hate doing so as it is really tough. Can you imagine that you are paying maybe around $30 every month for your programs and we need to sell something at around $60 to you. How is that possible? Im doing my very best.. Everyday my target was just one sale.. hahaha.. Worse till we dont have commission only customer service allowance.. -.-" Today, im suppose to have 2 sales but we are not allow to upsell that package i ended up passing it to another person to do so. On my end it was a rejected :( how sad can this be. But im still fine with it cos the person i passed to can get commission. Good for her :) Anyway, i dont know how long are we gonna do this.. But at least something new at work :)

Dont know why lately im feeling giddy and nausea. It was sudden. :( Also 贫血.. Low blood and 贫血.. =.=" Sux.. The feeling is awful. Had my breakfast today and after that suddenly i was feeling so giddy and nausea.. I almost took half day.. I cant stand it.. But i nv cos my boss went for meeting and i need to take care of the 2 teams.. -.-" So i was looking around for sweet... Had alot of sweet and finally after around 3 to 4hours im alive and kicking :) On and off i still feel giddy and nausea but not as worse as morning.. I really hope i dont faint.. It was just so embarrassing.. I had the same problem before and it was in public.. I took train to work and half way i get out and seat in the control station almost asked someone to help me call an ambulance. =.=

I guess I really need to go for a body check-up.. Need to really check my blood pressure, blood sugar etc.. I want to make sure nth wrong.. I need to take care of my mum so i need to be healthy...

Ok, need to sleep already.. Tomorrow have to wake up early for work.. Fighting.. Tomorrow one more sale :) Fighting..

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27 September 2012

busy, tired

Title: busy, tired

Been quite awhile since i last blog.. feel very lazy to blog. Cos been going to work early and reach home surf net for awhile then sleep. Nth much that interest me after my mum condition. Have been very careful and monitor her. Now is her high blood and cholesterol.. Have to make sure it goes down before her next appt. But i dont know how. She is still smoking.. I believe when im working, she smoke.

She keep complaining that she is bored so get her a puppy to accompany her. She agree to have one. But now she is complaining that the puppy is too noisy and troublesome. Oh my, i seriously cant please her. AWWWWWWWWW.. KILL ME PLS.. I wanna give up already..

No one to really talk my heart out.. bf off day always busy with his game game and game.. Friends, i just dont wanna talk my problem to them. Cos after all it is just friend.. I dont want to bother anyone else.. So keeping it to myself.. :(

Everytime i think, my damn freaking head is so painful.. sigh!! At work, i just do my best and try not to think of other stuff.. Only think of work and work..

To be honest, after my mum condition i dont really have the mood to eat a proper meal.. Go to work early, eat breakfast (bread/bao and coffee) then no lunch. Dinner depend on my mood as well.. Most of the time bread or cornflakes with milk. If i had lunch then no dinner. So depending.

sigh!! I feel like drinking and smoke all i like for a day and just knock off.. The next day awake with brand new day.. Like nth happening in my life.. Im trying to be strong and been fighting hard.. Problem coming one after another.. FML... 1st A next my mum then next what?

SIGH!! FML.. All i can say..

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06 September 2012

Pomeranian Breed Dog

Title: Pomeranian Breed Dog

Have been going to work early for the past few days and im gonna do this till my mum condition stable and get back to work (she might resign also).. Im so tired as im not use to the timing at all.. :( But i have no choice cos i need to come back home early to monitor my mum.. She dont seem to take her cholesterol medicine most of the time. Awww.. Always said she forget.. The thing is, she nv forget to take her medicine, just that she dont like to take the cholesterol medicine. Kao.. Then yesterday i smell smoke, i asked her did u smoke? she said no. But i told her i can smell but she keep quiet and change topic. She have not been smoking for almost a week but why she start again yesterday? These ppl really make me worry.. Sigh.. They just dont understand their love one is worry about them..

I want a female pomeranian breed dog.. Been wanting it for very very long. I didnt know that my mum like it as well. She was telling me that while she was hospitalized. I told her why didnt she told me.. She said a pet shop selling it at $300 but ended she nv get it. (in the end it was sold out) Then another one at $800. We decided to get it but the shop owner told my mum that it have past away few days back :( It was a week old only..

The reason why i want it cos, it can accompany my mum at home as my mum said it is way too boring to stay at home and since she love it so much.. Next reason was since im always at home, no company (esp on weekends). Then if im upset or stress up by looking at the dog, i can just forget everything.. Cos it is just sooooooo cute.. :) But it is just so tough to get one. My mum only want to get less than 800buck which is like so impossible. Singaporean always look for cheap and good stuff..

Ok, time to stop here.. Wanna go and sleep already.. bye!

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01 September 2012

Hao Fan

Title: Hao Fan

Sigh!! Looking at my mum im always so fan and worry. I just wish and want her to get well soon. And hopping she dont keep anything from me. She is always keeping all her pain and uncomfortable to herself. Then how would i know. Everytime i ask her she just said she is fine, but looking at her re-action, the way she walk, move, talk and eat is so heart-breaking..

Some ppl out there wont understand how i feel and what im going thru. Their comments are making me damn angry. Im controlling my temper.. Aww.. Control control control....

Im thinking Monday gonna go back office. Maybe i will start working from 9.30am to 6 or 6.30pm. Im not comfortable working from home. All the stuff i cant access from home. I can only see my email.. But im worry to put my mum alone at home.. We dont want to hire a maid cos it is expensive and i think my mum dont agree also. Im the only one supporting everything now. I shall see how..

Sigh!!!

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30 August 2012

exhausted

Title: exhausted

Im so exhausted.. Have not been sleeping well lately.. Been traveling from one place to another.. Hv been traveling from home to hospital for weekends and monday and tuesday.. Wednesday decided to go back to work but when i was about to reach office my mum called said she can go home.

So i went to work and had meeting, after that talked to my boss for awhile then off to the hospital and home..

Im so tired till i stand also can fall asleep.. I gave my mum 2 option, 1 she go over to my cousin place to stay while i get back to work. 2 i work from home (short period only). She doesn't want to go over to my cousin place as she wants to quit smoking. My cousin dad smoke as well. Therefore, i have no choice but to work from home. I dont like it.. Feel uneasy =.= But at least i can keep an eyes on my mum..

Just hope my mum can recover fast. This is the 2nd time she got a stroke already.. Im freaking worry. Esp after my big boss told me her story about her family members. Worry x double.. :( Like what the doctor told me, 1st time stroke will get the 2nd stroke. :( I just hope my mum really take care and be extra careful.

I think i worry too much already.. My chest is painful.. I need to relax and calm down.. Im gonna have lots of stress coming my way... Have told my mum to resign and rest at home.. She is not suitable to work.. I dont want her to feel stress out at work.. I told her i will be supporting her. Well, it is my duty to take good care and support her.. so im gonna be a workaholic again.. And that's the reason why i dont want to take leave this few days.. I rather work and im thankful my bosses understand and allow me to work from home.

My body is soo exhausted till the extend that i just dont feel like gaming and watching movies.. =.=" Sigh!! If only i can SMOKE to de-stress and help me stay awake.. But i cant.. So this is out.. (unless im allow to, when im so stress out now)..

I think im going to sleep already.. Tomorrow gonna start work at 9.30am at home.. Bye..

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26 August 2012

Worry

Title: Worry..

Sigh.. Im so worry about my mum condition. She suffer from stroke. :( I notice the symptoms on Friday.. She insist not to go to the hospital.. I have no choice but get her BFF for help and she manage to speak to my mum. My mum then finally agree to go down to SGH.From there after scans and blood test it is confirm stroke. She was admitted on Friday.

Lucky friday i went home early and did communicate with her. If not i dont know.. Her speech was somehow very different. So i asked her what happen to her mouth, she then told me, she is having hard time talking, her face, neck and left arm numb. I suspected it could be stroke.

I cant sleep well on Friday.. Trying hard to get to sleep.. Fall asleep for awhile and woke up.. This continues the whole night till i woke up at around 9plus in the morning.. Prepare and off to the hospital to visit her.

Saturday looking at her, it seem not very good. Friday at least she still can move her left hand properly but saturday she just feel so weak on her left hand. she said she cant close her mouth properly, so her saliva always flow out from the left side. This only happen on Saturday.

Sigh! Im so worry and scare.. :( Just dont know what to do.. :( Totally have no appetite to eat also.. Today the whole day i ate 3 breads for my breakfast, lunch and dinner. I dont feel hungry at all.

Thinking positive and trying hard to keep all my unhappy inner. I just hope and pray that my mum will recover ASAP.. Stay healthy. worry-less and happy always.

Monday the doctor gonna do one test to check if it is mild or serious stroke. The neck and heart doctor gonna see her as well. This will determine if she is stable to be discharge.

Later going down to visit her.. I dont think i can sleep well tonight.. My mind just cant stop thinking.. :(

Sigh!! :( :( :( Trying to playing game to forget the unhappiness but i dont think it help.. Watching running man also dont help :( :( Sigh! Guess i will stop here..

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16 August 2012

Agreement

Title: Agreement

Where is our agreement? Sigh!!!!

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15 August 2012

stubborn

Title: stubborn

Im soo tired.. Think i should sleep early today.. My body is still not use to the normal timing.. -.-" I shall watch movies/videos till i fall asleep.

Work was kinda ok today.. Felt very lazy... But overall still ok.. Hmm, my friend got shortlisted to join me already.. I really hope this time round she will change.. Im like her career guidance.. The past job was intro by me (except for mac).. I think this will be the last time i can help her already.. I cant be helping her all the time right? Then if anything goes wrong how? who's at fault? Me right? Anyway, wish her all the best :)

My bf msg me said he keep having diarrhea.. Must be his dinner already.. Cos they usually pack food for him and most of time he is busy and eat them late. Have already said sooooooo many time not to keep food for long.. Esp wet food (with sauce and chili), veg type of food. This type of food turn bad very easily.. Tabao food always turn bad fast.. Wah Kao, Sibe stubborn.. Just dont get it, why you ppl dont want to listen.. His mum also.. Aiyo.. Everytime i see pack food at his house and keep it for hours im always so scare.. Cannot finish then dont buy so much.. i will usually eat till i full, if cannot finish throw away already.. That's y i always tell the person to give me less rice, less whatever can be.. (dont want to waste food. So usually i will have super heavy lunch..) Hungry then i eat bread.. Dear, DONT BE LAZY.......... Go out and tabao if you think you gonna eat them late. You always nv learn your lesson =.= Stubborn stubborn and stubborn..

Anyway, wish him get well soon. Hope he start to learn his lesson (which i think he wont). So no point saying.. =.= I just wasted my time blogging here..

Ok i shall stop here and movie CUM sleep.. Bye!!

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07 August 2012

sick

Title: sick

Just woke up from sleep.. Had a stupid dream again... :( (stupid dream as in those dream that make me cry in the dream and when i woke up, im really crying.) Keep getting stupid dream lately... Sigh!! Anyway, im on mc.. Been sick since last week but yesterday it got worst.. Yesterday drag myself to work but i cant do that today.. Down with fever, cough, flu, sore throat and asthma.. Yesterday reach home from work, i bath slacked and slept for quiet long.. Hopping that i can drag myself to work today but i failed..

Anyway, yesterday got 2 new staff join us. One under my team and another under sale.. Right away, the damn gal started to influence the new staff already.. Oh my.. Im so scare that she will teach him the wrong stuff today.. I eventually msg my team leader not to attach the new staff to her. He suppose to be attach under me for the next few days.. Just hope he dont learn any bad stuff from the damn gal..

Yesterday dear dear said he was asked to play GW3.. Please dont.. Cos of D3 we are already meeting lesser and lesser.. If you play GW3 that's it.. We no need to meet already.. Now at least when we are bored we just login to play D3.. I know sat you wanna play game also but cos im there you nv.. (a few time hopping i sleep early.) I purposely try not to meet you cos I know your heart is still on game.. If you play GW3 then i think we can forget about meeting each other already... Once you play game you are just too into it already.. :( :( I dont like.. (sorry dear, dont get angry.. I say this just to let you know. I just dont want our r/s to have any problem just because of game.. U have an experience before so you should understand better.) Count the number of time we quarrel due to gaming? hmmm, alot..

I think i injure my left arm.. Whenever i move it hurt so must.. I dont understand why it hurt so much. The pain is right between the joint and the bone. But when i try pressing it, i dont feel pain.. -.- It's been like week already.. Stupid arm.. Pain for no reason..

Ok, time to watch running man :)Enf sleep, if not later i cant sleep again..

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03 August 2012

_

Title: *_*

Went to work today, although im sick.. Been coughing and having block nose.. And my eyes are so painful.. :( It's so irritating.. Anyway, today at work was fine. Can say not so busy although im doing 2 jobs.. Both need to call customer.

Im gonna to bed already... Been resting on my bed since i reach home from work. (of course after shower).. Ok, guess i will stop here.. Im soo tired..

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31 July 2012

oh shit..

Title: oh shit..

Hehe!! Today on leave also.. :) Have a good rest too.. Muhahaha!! Tomorrow going back to work already... Got to chiong my work for the past 2 days + tomorrow work.. Whoohoo.. Lots of work need to complete tomorrow. I can do it..

Oh shit, i dont know why im coughing non-stop again.. My throat is freaking itchy... Aww... The phlegm is causing this itchiness on my throat.. Damn.. Everytime my palms sweat alot is a hint.. I need to prevent.. Been drinking lots and lots of water.. :):)

I wanna sleep early today but somehow i slept too much already and the freaking cough just dont allow me to sleep. Rolling left and right on my bed but i just cant sleep.. -.-" Try watching korean drama on my ipad but im freaking awake.. -.-" Therefore, i decided to blog.. lol!!

But somehow i have nth to blog.. -_-" I shall stop here and carry on watching my show.. hehehe...

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30 July 2012

보고싶어요

Title: 보고싶어요

Today im sleeping the whole day.. Shiok... Clearing leave is so much fun.. lol!! Keeping my leave and taking it to rest at home is worth the most :) New leave coming in soon and i have like 6 more leave to clear by march 2013.. Keeping that for hoilday with dear dear.. Today leave im suppose to clear by June but HR gave me exception to clear by July :)

Anyway, yesterday have a good talk with my bf and finally im sleeping in peace.. :) Yeobu (mean dear), 사랑해요 (Sa Rang Hae (I love you for those who dont know) and 보고싶어요 (bogo ship-peoyo mean I miss you).. I apologise for whatever shit and im thankful for your understanding and everything. Appreciate everything you have done for me.. Muack..

I wanna learn alot of languages.. In office learning malay from colleague and also watching malay movies on miotv and now learning Korean from online and bit by bit from my bf.. He is learning it via online as well and of course watching korean movies and variety show... :)

Ok, wanna go n play some game and slack.. :) Waiting for my yeobu to come home..

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28 July 2012

We are drifting apart

Title: We are drifting apart

Nothing that i can blog for today.. Cos im kinda lazy and scare to blog. Only thing to say "We are drifting apart"

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26 July 2012

im so tired

Title: im so tired

Work seem good for me this few days as im assign to only arrange appointment for customer. This will carry on till Olympics end.. :) I shall take this chance to rest my mind.. But however, ppl at work just pissing me off.. Sign! I have already gather them together and have already mentioned not to tag their leads as accepted and submitting order without calling customer but the bitch are not listening.. She is still doing it.. WTF!! she is really way too much.. Awww.. She just dont understand that it will affect everyone. She dont bother because she is leaving the company soon.. Selfish people.. Im looking forward for her to leave on the 10th of aug..

Im soo sleepy, tired and restless.. Anyway, i have stop. what i have mentioned to my bf. Im using food in exchange.. And i really hope he will really cut down. Hope he dont lie. If you think u cant cut down, then dont GAME.. When you game u just cant control..

Ok gonna stop here and sleep... im so sleepy :( Nitez...

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20 July 2012

what is this ppl up to

Title: what is this ppl up to

Today work was kinda depressing. I only started doing my work at around 3pm++. Cos i need to assign the 7k++ of leads to the team. Time wasted there. The team leader almost pissed me off to the max. After i have assign the leads to everyone(which is around 1k++ per person) he said i think we need to re-assign as he want it to be like july under one excel and aug under one excel. I told him i have done assigning it to everyone and i dont think there is a need. After all, we need to combine them together at the end of the day. He agree.. Phew. If i dont said that, i think i cant finished my work man.

Then after he came back from meeting while i was busy chiong-ing calling.. He came to me and said, we need to re-assign the leads. As some of them will be leaving end of this month. I was like WHAT!!!!! While he is very free why cant he do it? Anyway, i told him that just leave it as we cant tell if ppl will be coming to work during the campaign period a not. He agree.. He just dont make sense. Please i have work to do and he is asking me to do something that is not necessary.. Please dont waste my time.

Anyway, ppl at work is somehow pissing me off. Some of them in my team are busy tagging they leads as accepted and submitting the order without calling customer. What the hell. Then happily watching movies and going to the gym during office hours and leaving work early. So yesterday i went to talk to one of my colleague who are leaving and he is also an assistance team leader. He said he knew about this. some more he is going for a drinking session with the boss. He said he will just mentioned this to the boss. I told him that actually i did told the boss to do something to ppl who are doing it(I did not mentioned names). As my team are following it. Then somehow this particular person in my team is bitching about me.(anyway, she have been giving me lots of problem since day one) Saying i went to tell the boss that she is tagging accepted and submitting order without calling. (not only herself is doing it. She influence 2 other staffs to do the same thing). She is way too much. she did this shit and yet complain to the boss that the filipino ppl are doing this. What!! She is leaving soon and she cant be bother but dont get ppl into trouble. What happen if the boss went to check on the result and found out that most of the accepted customer did not use the service and im gonna get it from the boss. As an assistance team leader i cant let my team member to follow the filipino. This is not the correct way of working. Some more, this will affect ppl who are staying in the company for a longer period.

I was so pissed off.. It is just so hard to manage staff. Work is work. Friend is friend. I cant just keep quiet most of the time. If i do so, ppl will start doing funny thing like now. Aww.. Im gonna gather my team tomorrow to host a short meeting and warn them not to do such thing again. I want to clear things out before it is too late. Sign.. Kids are hard to manage.. :( Sigh!!!

Tomorrow gonna wake up early. i need to reach office by 9.30am. :( Boss coming down to office for meeting.. -.-" I hope i can wake up. Im gonna sleep soon.. Ok, time to stop here.

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17 July 2012

Universal Studios

Title: Universal Studios

Oops, Today(as in 16 July) im suppose to start work at 9.30am but i only manage to reach office at 11pm++.. My alarm rang like so many times and i manage to only woke up at 9.25am.. I woke up at 8plus and fell asleep, then woke up at 9 fell asleep again, then woke up at 9.15am fell asleep again and got shocked and finally woke up at 9.25am.. Im freaking tired i can say.. Apologise to my team leader and told my team leader that i will pay back this week..

Then reach work had a very quick lunch and started chiong-ing to finish up my work cos im leaving office at 4pm. Im surprise that i manage to finish all my 60 call out within 3hours.. :) But i found out that ppl dont call and they just anyhow submit the order. What the hell.. Im working so freaking hard here and ppl just submit the order without calling customer.. What the fuck!! All of them are following the filipino people.. Sigh!!! It makes me look like an idiot.. I was so low moral.. Sigh!!

Anyway, today i left work at 4pm cos im going to USS(Universal studios) with working colleagues. It cost $20 buck which is reasonable price. It was a Staff appreciation night. It open from 7.30pm to 11pm for us staff only. I went for lights, camera, Action show thingy, transformers the ride, Jurassic park rapids Adventure and lastly watch Shrek 4D Adventure. The rest did went for battlestar Galactica ride but i didnt. I cant take that ride due to heart condition.. (play safe)

I got myself half wet on Jurassic park rapids Adventure ride.. The last part whereby it will just fall backwards and some ppl sure get wet.. Im the some ppl who get wet.. My ex-colleague boyfriend got full wet..(poor him). Overall it was ok. $20 is worth but if you ask me to spend $60++ nope i wont go. Nth much actually.

Tomorrow gonna work work and work.. Friday gonna pay back the hours i own today.. :( Ok shall stop here.. Gonna wait for my hair to dry and then sleep.

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10 July 2012

cough cough cough

Title: cough cough cough

Today work was fine.. We finish it quite fast. Some more we even went to Sheng song for grocery shopping. Sigh!! But i have to withdraw another $100 again for them to shop.. Last month i haven even get it back now another $100.. :( I dont know how long will the company get to approve it. :(

Sigh!! I dont know why but i have been coughing since last thursday and it is just so irritating. The more i talk my throat get so itchy and i cough alot.. Throat is freaking pain also :( I drank alot of water already le.. Awww.. :(

Got nth to do, gonna watch Korean drama "All my love". Did watch ep 1 and 2 just now and it was kinda funny :) hehe! Ok will stop here..

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08 July 2012

boring

Title: boring

Im so bored and tired.. Work for the past few days was alright but meeting with HR was shit. I hate it.. I hope they can do something to what i mentioned.

Been coughing since Thursday.. :( Cough till my chest and throat very pain.. Damn.. Hope to get well soon.. If not it is freaking difficult for me to work.. Cos i need to talk and talk alot next week..

Sigh! My weekends since boring ever since D3 started.. Game and stay at home.. If not went out alone to walk around... :( Sigh!! This is call no life

Got lots of thing i want to blog but, I think better not ba.. I scare i blog something wrong again..I shall stop here... Bye!

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03 July 2012

D3 server down

Title: D3 server down

Sunday went down for dinner with dear, friends and gaming buddies. Food was nice :) Thank you so much everybody :)

Then monday after work, i went out and eat again.. Went out with working colleagues for dinner and talking session..

Today work was kinda busy... I was busy calling and calling.. lol! Finished everything only at 7pm.. Today dont know what happen to our Team leader.. He seem to be picking on each an everyone of us.. -.-" crazy guy.. He wanted to listen to my call.. So he sat beside me in the afternoon.. Heng my call went out ok. Nth for him to pick so far. But i believe sooner or later he will pick something.

I heard lots of story behind.. It's just funny when they promoted me just a week ago and isn't it funny if they wanna promote me again? But of course if my salary still the same i will reject everything.. Awaiting to meet HR this thursday to see my new contract.

Awww... I wanna play game but server is down dont know seem when. Checked online for patch note, but there is nth.. :( I saw someone mentioned that every tuesday server down.. hmmm... Ok, i shall take note.. hahaha.

Ok time to stop here.. :)

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30 June 2012

Not again...

Title: Not again...

Yesterday was a happy day... Today was a fuck up day.. My mum is here to spoil my mood once again.. Sigh!!

I really hate it.. I hate it.. I hate it... My blood is boiling hot now.. What a shit day..

Sigh!! Ppl, stop asking how am i or am i ok.. If you are in my shoe you will blow up.. Dont ask stupid question! You will not be ok if have the same problem as me. Just leave me ALONE.. FK!!

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28 June 2012

Trust and honest

Title: Trust and honest

For the past few days work place was chaotic. I was just so mad at it.. I just dont understand why the company is doing this to us. What's more is that the people in the office make thing worse. I just keep quiet and think.. My conclusion was i have lost trust with the company already.. 1 team leader and one boss saying the different thing to us. It's money matter... Sigh!

Anyway, i have been very busy at work :( Been pushing myself to wake up early to get to work to finish up my stuff. (but i only manage to go to work early for once this week, which was yesterday.. The rest of the day i only start work in the afternoon.. haha..) I need to finish my 60 calls per day and stuff that my team leader told me to do. And sometime he just piss me off.. Small matter he make it like a big matter.. -.-"

Why are ppl around me lying? Even ppl im close with. Like i said, if you lie dont let me found out if not im gonna be real mad. My six sense for this are always right. If you want to lie, pls do so in a correct way. It simply make me think that the trust and honest is not there.. If you want to lie then so be it i will do the same thing back to whoever do that to me. It hurt my/ppl feeling.. I have limit with that.. If it goes beyond it, then im really sorry.. I wont be honest anymore.. If you are honest dont worry i wont do such thing to u.. White lie is still ok. As white lie dont hurt ppl feeling.

Sigh! Whatever it is, im just gonna keep my mouth shut.. Cos this will really prevent problem from happening.. :) Hmm, 2 more days and im getting one year older.. -.-" NO celebration pls. I dont need all this.. Only wishes that i hope it will come true.. I shall keep it to myself.. :) Hmm, someone seem to be running away from something.. I dont know why.. But whatever la.. Eventually, im also running away from something. So, ya..

Ok, time to sleep.. later gonna have lunch with boss.. To settle all the chaotic stuff happening in the office for the past few days and even months.. Bye!

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19 June 2012

Life is short

Title: Life is short

Yesterday met my bff and we really had lots of fun... I think everytime i meet them i always laughing out loud.. They cheer me up.. After so much of unhappy, emotional and stress i have, yesterday was the day that it make me not to think of anything but to just enjoy... I love you gals.. Thank you soo much.. awaiting for more to come.. Things that i dare not try i wanna try it... I feel so comfortable with you gals around.. Thanks once again..

Life is really short.. We really cant predict what will happen.. Sigh! Dear Uncle Ramesh you left us too soon.. We only get to met each other for like 3 times :(, We haven get to sit down and have drinks.. You mentioned you wanna chill out with us.. Im so sorry for not able to do this quick.. :( I really appreciate all your adv you have given me.. Thank you so much.. Thank you for taking good care and love my cousin so much.. You are an awesome DAD as well..

You passed away at the place you love the most.. You wore your favourite jersey number 25. Rest in peace my best uncle.. We will miss you. Thank you for teaching me something.. I have woke up and found out that life is really short and unpredictable. I guess that the one thing i will always remind myself starting from today.. Im gonna do whatever shit that i have never try before and really make full use of it.. So that out of nowhere when i die i have no regret. Maybe the only regret i have is... I shall keep it to myself.. Once again Uncle Ramseh rest in peace and thank you so much for everything you have done for us.

Im just gonna enjoy my leave today by doing things i like.. Not gonna fucking bother about whatever shit.. I know when i get back to work tomorrow it's gonna be another sigh day.. Lots of thing awaiting for me to do i guess.. Since yesterday boss already started to play game with me.. Fine.. Do whatever you want with me.. Im more than happy to do it.. Im just gonna take it as i get this position and learn...

Ok shall stop here and start my day with running man 1st.. bye!!

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14 June 2012

Things gonna be clear out

Title: Things gonna be clear out

I just dont get it.. Is either you say it out or fk it.. Dont go round and round and round.. I have enf of guessing and thinking.. sigh!!

I have work stress and so many things to stress out now... Adding more work load soon.. :( I dont know to accept the offer or not.. It seem to be a good new for me but somehow im not happy at all. :( Sigh!

Today boss break out a bad new and it is seriously making us so mad. Since April till now all our hard work will not be pay. We was told that HR dont want to pay our incentive of total $900 (april till June). They said our team not suppose to get any incentive.. We argue back saying it was promise since day one. Boss asked me and i said this is not acceptable.. We was told and promise we will get incentive as long as we hit our target and now we are told we wont get unless we join another team. I told him that he cant force us to go over to another team if we dont want. How can a company use such thing to force us? We find it as force because he said if we were to stay on the current team we wont get any incentive including the past few months we worked for unless we go over to another team and we will get our past few months incentive.

I even said that, this is a big well organize company and yet they are treating this to their staffs. This is totally unacceptable. We work hard for it and we should get pay for what we should get. Boss said they will fight for us.. We shall see..

Then my boss keep asking me about my decision.. I have mentioned i dont want to go over to another team.. I just want to stay in the current team.. But today he have been like asking me more than 3 times already.. I said i will get back to him tomorrow.. Well, my answer to him is simple.. Resolve the current issue before i will give u an answer. Just want to be fair.. Cos, i have slowly lost trust in the company. From A disband to B. Now from B they gonna disband us to C.. Later from C to where? Im so stress out now.. Adding more stress to something that i hope its not gonna happen.. But somehow my six sense is telling me that be prepare.. Something gonna happen.. I may just break out crying out loud or even committed something serious.

Sigh!! I hope my six sense fail.. All this while im just like a fool.. Sigh!!

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13 June 2012

just woke up

Title: just woke up

Just woke up from nap.. Im soo tired.. Just dont understand why am i so tired.. Even if i sleep early im also tired.. -.-"

Today took leave. Can say leave/mc.. Planned to take leave today just to have a good rest at home.. As im really really exhausted at work already.. Is time for me to have a off day.. But somehow, cos my throat is killing me so badly with slight fever and i want to check out why sometime out of nowhere im feeling giddy. So i went to see a doctor.

I dont know why lately when i walk, sit or while working suddenly i feel so giddy.. It just so sudden.. Last time usually i have it only when i sit or lay on the bed then i stand up too fast i will have such problem.. But now, even when im sitting down happily working i have that giddiness problem..

The doctor basically just lousy. He checked my blood pressure 1st time, he dont seem to know anything.. After that he try again and said my blood pressure is at the low stage so he said when i sit down dont stand up too fast.. Oh my, he dont understand what is when im sitting down i have such problem as well. Anyway, i guess i need to have a body check-up soon. The doctor basically gave me medicine for cough, throat infection and fever. He wanted to give me vitamin but i rejected cos i told him i will puke when i eat that.

i hope my sore throat will just go away tomorrow.. Cos i need to start calling and sell something to customer.. I need to talk alot tomorrow..

Ok, gonna stop here and play game for awhile..

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06 June 2012

It happened

Title: It happened

Just reach home from work... Spend time with the gals in office playing our last Uno game after finishing our work(will tell u why later). Anyway, today i only started my work at 4pm.. Well done... Morning i was busy submitting my order then had lunch.. Then we played game for awhile and who knows boss called me to talk to me.. It was a long talk.. He actually asked about my goal for the next few months / years in this department... I told him honestly, i dont like to handle customer anymore.. I really have enough.. I dont want anything that needs to talk to customer.. He mentioned that of course he dont want me to go to another department but of course if I really have no interest in this company he will let me go..

I told him straight, im looking more in IT.. Anything got to do with computer.. hahaha.. I said but if really i have to stay in this department, at least give us sale and marketing training.. This will really help.. I told him what we are doing now are BORING... We are doing the same thing over and over again.. He said he understand.. He even said if big boss or himself want me to go over to another department which are doing similar to what we are doing now is it ok? I told him NO.. I told him if they insist i will show you my resignation letter straight away.. We laugh.. Seriously, i really have enough of talking to customer.. I have been doing that for the past erm... 3 to 4 years... Im tired of doing this...

Then we talked about staff and many more... Asked me to give feedback.. I told him monkey see monkey do.. He knows everything but just keep quiet.. However, in between there was some big issue... We found out that the 2 temp staffs that i have been talking in this blog got around 3k of their salary.. Worse is, they dont turn up at work most of the time... They are getting more than what im getting.. So boss actually went to check thru their time sheet for april and may and found out that the timing and days indicated are all wrong.. GG, they are terminated immediately. They are asked to leave.. That's the reason why i said, we (as in the team) spend some times in office just now to play our last Uno game with the 2 gals who are terminated.. Now from 8 person to 6 person in the team already.. It's sad but they are already too much.. once maybe the boss close one eye, but they are doing it again. And they always dont turn up for work.. Feel sad but i cant do anything.. Just wish them all the best and hope they learn their lesson. Dont make the same mistake again.

ok, guess is time to stop here.. Im soo tired... -.-"

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05 June 2012

why me again?

Title: why me again?

Today training was ok.. We were surprise by the mac breakfast provided.. Didnt know breakfast was given :) Anyway, work was ok.. I didnt know that i manage to complete my calling fast.. I hope i can do the same tomorrow..

Sigh! I need to call a very angry and disturb customer tomorrow.. :( That customer i actually called to offer him some free stuff but he dispute that his service been having problem for years and yet no one can resolve it.. So i persuade him to allow me to get the special technical team to contact him. He actually rejected a few times but finally accept. He mentioned if we do not have solution to it dont call him or send any tech down. I was told by boss if customer have such problem (meaning lots of service calls and yet problem not resolve), i can email them.. So i did.. But who knows the case came back to me. They want me to contact customer and persuade him to allow tech to come down to check + resolve the problem. Cos they fail to do so.. Customer asked them to check on his history.. (If they failed then, why do i need to?) WHAT!!!!!!! My big boss even asked me to call customer.. Im gonna die.. Im gonna get it from customer once again.. :( Boss told me to tell customer to give the company one more chance to assist him.. This is a very tough job.. Please wish me luck.. I hope i can persuade customer..

After that received another bad new.. Im on standby for meeting with big big bosses on Wednesday.. If the assistance supervisor cant make it to the meeting i have to go.. Awww.. I dont want... I really dont want to go.. :(

Today boss actually called individual to sit with him to talk about career move.. So far im not called yet.. But i got a feeling that our team gonna disband again.. NOT AGAIN...... How many time they want to disband the team? -.-" Really hope the team will stay as it is..

Just now i was watching a malay movie called "Nongkrong" on miotv.. LOL!! It was funny.. There is English subtitle that's why i watch.. haha.. Next will be watching "house full 2" Indian movie.. :) Seem awesome and funny as well.. hehe! I have lots of drama, variety show and movies to watch :) Whoohoo...

I wanna play game, but somehow when i login kill a few mobs im soo sleepy.. Keep falling asleep.. Therefore, i decided to stop.. (this suppose to be the way, not when u are sleepy u carry on playing) Gonna watch running man... It seem like watching running man keep me awake.. lol... YES, i finally can wake up a bit later tomorrow for work.. But i think i still need to go to work early to contact the dispute customer cos i dont want this to take up my time at work...

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03 June 2012

Dumb

Title: Dumb

Now i can watch running man on my full HD tv.. Can just relax on my bed and watch.. Anyway, i have lots of thing on my mind and wish to ask.. But im just so scare to ask.. Only thing is to wait and see if ppl find out a not.. By saying it out will not resolve the problem..

Hmmm, i recall something... On Friday, my boss asked me to audit a chinese call, while sitting at his desk and listening to the sale audit, i notice something..... I saw one of my colleague mc and it was just soo obvious that changes have been done on it.. The doctor gave 1 day mc but it was change to 2 days.. Even the date was change using correct tape. My boss which is called the supervisor is just soo DUMB... I can see it from far that something is wrong with the mc but he cant see that.. Gosh... This is serious, if HR gonna find out GG... I told my assistance supervisor to see and straight away he can see it.. Well, we will just keep quiet.. Seriously can see lots of funny thing happening in office.. Even the temp staffs change their time-sheet the supervisor also dont know.. This kids oh my...

Tomorrow have to wake up early for work again.. Some content training.. -.-" Fighting... Gonna stop here and watching running man.. Bye...

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02 June 2012

boring Saturday

Title: boring Saturday

Boring Saturday...Im home watching running man, movies and play game.. Boring... Anyway, I have already mentioned on my previous post.. If it is still the same then forget it.. If this carry-on i dont know what will happen.. Anyway, its been almost a month that i haven meet my bf.. Well.. Speechless.. Blame it on D3..

Gonna play game then watch running man.. Weekends seem to pass by so slowly.. -.-" Sigh!!

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I knew it

Title: I knew it

Today went to work early and was told i need to do audit calls.. Was told because there was lots of sales rejected by KL and the big bosses want to know what was the reason behind it. Therefore I need to audit the calls between in-house sale agent and the customer.. -.-" Extra work... I need to work from 9.30am to 12pm then after that have to do my own work.. Thanks god that i manage to complete everything on time.. I knew it was something related to in-house telesales.. This will be on-going for 2 weeks.. (I think) -.-"

hmm, today boss gave a few of us USS ticket (1 Express ticket and 1 day complimentary ticket). It worth $125.. The thing is, i dont play the rides as my heart cannot take it and it is just a ticket for one person.. Want to give this ticket away... Anyone want??

Finally, i can have a good rest tomorrow and sunday.. Monday gonna be another tough day.. Cos i need to report work early again :( Let's not think about next week 1st.. Shall enjoy my weekends... :) Ok, gonna play game... :)

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31 May 2012

why

Title: why

Today work was tough once again.. Meeting with director was awesome.. He joke alot and was just awesome.. Feedback given to him and he seem to be taking it seriously and action it. Thing like our office air-con, we mentioned since the day we move in (it was like since dec 2011 or jan) to our boss that it will shut off at 6pm till yesterday no action taken. Today, someone mentioned it to the director and within less than few hours it was done.. We feedback about some work and he seem to be taking action.. Very awesome director.. He was from green the last time... He actually asked who have friend from green as well.. I raised my hand and then my boss told him i was from green.. He then asked why i leave, I was like erm... ah... whahaha.. Then drop the topic :)

Anyway, today i chiong like crazy at work.. Till i forget about lunch.. I had one small bao in the morning after meeting at around 12pm started calling non-stop till 6pm.. I finally manage to complete all of them.. Tomorrow we are doing the same thing but this time round will be 60 customer (i hope so).. Im soo tired of it.. Sigh!! I was told tomorrow i need to report to work at 9am once again.. :( WHY??? One of my colleague and me have to report at 9am. I keep asking why but he dont know the answer.. He just mentioned boss said so.. Only the 2 of us.. He said something KL (kuala lumpur).. But the rest we dont know.. How are the both of us related to the work in KL??? Dont tell me both of us need to audit sale call again.. We shall see what the boss wanna said..

Sigh!! Tomorrow have to wake up at 7am... :( Kill me pls.. Im soo tired to wake up early.. Damn, why am i soo committed to my work? Working too hard seem to have more problem.. Anyway, im awaiting to be converted to permanent staff :) :)

Ok time to stop here.. Wanna watch running man and off to bed.. Bye!!

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30 May 2012

mentally and physically tired

Title: mentally and physically tired

Just reach home not long from work.. Im mentally and physically tired... Work was hell.. Lots of customer to call.. Im always the one that have more.. -.-" I need to finished up 222 customer by tomorrow.. FK... Today i seriously called like mad.. Manage to contact 122 customer.. I didnt stop... Keep on calling and calling.. And some customer really pissed me off.. I have 100 more to go.. Awww... I need to chiong again.. I really hope i dont have to go back on saturday once again.. Gonna go to work at 9.30am and work for half an hour and then will be having meeting with director at 10am..

I need a break from work.. If not im going crazy soon.. But the thing is, i dont want to waste my leave just like that... Sigh!!! Anyway, im not gonna play game today.. Damn tired to play.. Gonna watch 1 episode of running man then sleep.. Watching running man to de-stress.. Tomorrow gonna be another tough day.. :( Fighting... I can do it...

Ok.. gonna stop here... Bye!!

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28 May 2012

cant sleep

Title: cant sleep

Oh man.... Im soo tired but i cant sleep... -.-" What's happening?? I need to work tomorrow... Awww... Tomorrow gonna be another tough day... :( Saturday went to work to complete my work.. It just soo tiring.. I was telling one of my colleague that last time we always complaint for having around 10 to 20 outbound call per day.. We always nag that it was too many.. Now im suffering with 850 outbound call for 11 days... (then my colleague said "karma") Suppose to be 600 for 11 days but all thanks to the changes and we have to suffer soo much.. More to come tomorrow.. :( Hoping for the best..

Sigh!! My fever come and go come and go and why am i still coughing.. It's just making me soo irritated.. Awww.. Anyway, one of my room have already been rented out.. At least now my mum have extra income..

Ok, gonna stop here and try to sleep.. If not i will suffer alot tomorrow(i mean later).. Nitez...

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25 May 2012

Tired

Title: Tired

Today was the 1st time we stay in office till 10pm.. I reached home at around 11pm.. Share cab home with one of my colleague.. If we take bus then train, I think i will reach home at around 12am++. Today was really a tiring day.. I was sooo tired till the max... Work and work and work.. I can only said im workaholic. I reach office at 10am++. Started working till around 12pm++. Then had my lunch and went for smoke break.. Then back to work at around 1pm.. Started calling and calling and calling.. It's seriously killing my whole body.. It's just so damn tiring for calling customer the whole day.. I think i called nearly to 100 customer and submitting order. I cant take it already.. Worse come to worse, when i got soo tired and customer was just so rude when they talk to me i got even tired and pissed off.. Giving them free service and yet they are freaking rude.. Oh my.. Why is singaporean like this? My mind and body are just so exhausted.. What pissed me off was im still way behind.. We are all way behind.. Awwww.. Tomorrow another day to suffer. Guess tomorrow i cant go home early.. We are suppose to work from 9.30am to 5pm ( due to family day, all staff allow to go home early) but i think i will have to work from 9.30am to maybe about 7 or 8pm. :( Sat might need to go back also.. :( Im soooo sooo sooo exhausted

My body is still kinda weak as i just recover from sick.. Still having cough but it's still ok. Im thankful that i dont have to submit any report if not im gonna suffer even more.. Taking care of the team is already tough.. Doing the report itself is even worse.. It take time.. Ppl just dont follow instruction.. Have already mentioned to the team that if any chinese speaking customer just tell the customer we will callback.. There are only 2 chinese speaking ppl here.. One of them is me.. Both of us need to clear our work as well.. Awww, this ppl just dont understand it.. WHY? Oh my...

Waiting for my hair to dry then i will sleep.. I can just fall asleep in less than 2mins.. This is how tired im nw.. I need to wake up at 7am later to bath and off to work again.. I hope i really can finish up everything by tomorrow so that sat i dont have to go back to work.. I haven been sleeping well for the past 1 to 2 week.. I really need a good sleep badly.. Ok i shall stop here...

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23 May 2012

whatever

Title: whatever

Work was hell.. I dont know how am i suppose to finish my work by Friday.. STRESS.... Worse come to worse work on sat and sunday. Everything just appearing in my mind and it's killing my head.. My head is just freaking fucking pain. Suppose to rest at home and one damn call woke me up.. Therefore i decided to wake up and play game.. Out of nowhere sigh nvm.. Dont wish to mentioned.. I dont have the mood, decided to go back to office to just work like mad.. Reach work kinda early.. Wanted to stay back till 9pm but my head is seriously killing me.. So i decided to go home.. Tomorrow then chiong again.. I really hope i can finish calling 230 customer by tomorrow.. -.-"

I have no mood for anything.. Awww.. Just want to do something to numb my mind and body.. Shall see gaming hard will help on this.. Hmm, oh yesterday i dream of something and it woke me up. Mei, i will tell when we meet. It was related to you.. I think you will laugh like mad.. Ok, i shall stop here.. Bye!!

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22 May 2012

cold and hot

Title: cold and hot

Im soo sleepy.. Yawn.. Why am i soo sleepy? Just dont get it.. I have enf sleep at least more than enf than some "gamers".. haha.. They are way too scary already.. I seriously hope yebo dont do that (but he somehow going to that path now).. Else i will said then forget about me.. Concentrate on ur game.. Anyway, today work was ok.. Just that ppl keep asking me the same thing when i have already mentioned to them. They keep repeating and repeating.. Most probably im so tired and im somehow irritated by the repeated question they asked.. Awww...

I dont know why im feeling hot and cold at the same time.. It could be the slight fever that causing this shit.. Having sore throat, it's killing me and cough too.. -.-" Awww.. No, I should say im not sick so that i wont fall sick.. :) I cannot fall sick at this time.. Cos no one to look after the team for the next 9 days.. There is one of my colleague but he is looking after another team and overall he needs to do alot of thing.. Both of us are here to share the load.. We must help each other.. Even if im sick i still have to go to work.. No choice.. Fever, sore throat and cough pls go away, u r not welcome at all.. I dont want chest pain and asthma to come.. ALL go away..

Not gaming for today and most probably the next few days.. Might do it only for weekends. When im off. Gonna sleep early... Tomorrow will be a better day :) I seriously miss yebo but I dont want to meet him and seeing him gaming and smoking soo much.. He smoke alot more when he game. It just make no sense to me to meet him and seeing him game game game.. But however this is his choice.. I cannot stop him from gaming.. After all, guys like to game.. But of course some of them will still control. The game dont run away.. I dont know la.. Is up to gamer themselves to decide.

Ok i wanna sleep already.. Bye!!

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17 May 2012

tough

Title: tough

Just reach home from work not long ago.. Damn tired.. My work is getting more and more tough.. -.-" oh man... Sigh!! Anyway, today got one more person attach to me to learn our team job scope. But it was like around 5plus im almost done with all my stuff already.. Therefore, i said tomorrow then he start to listen.

Im so freaking lazy and tired today.. My throat is killing me but i cant be bother.. Cos im bother by my sudden heart palpitations... I can feel my heart is jumping out.. Irritating shit. Having problem breathing as well.. But thanks god after resting im back to square one.. Busy working... Work work work... Shag...

Not again, diablo 3 diablo 3... Whenever i want to play you just freaking shit dont allow me to.. WHY? WHY? WHY? ANGRY TO THE MAX... You only allow me to play for one day without any problem.. Sigh!!.. Therefore, i shall go and watch running man :)

Yes la, my boss gonna be away from next monday and back only on the 31st may :) Good thing is he wont come and disturb us.. Bad thing is, my team members gonna start all the shit while he is away.. Dont come to work if not come at their own time and go home at their own time.. -.-" If he asked me i dont what to say already..

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16 May 2012

damn diablo 3

Title: damn diablo 3

Was watching running man then decided to play D3 but i just cant. No one told me what's happening.. I was able to create a character just now then suddenly i cant do anything. When to google for the error and i found out that server down.. It just pissing me off slowly.. Sigh!! Even my yebo nv tell me.. I think he have been playing the whole day.. Tot said play together de.. :( :( Im a loner for now.. Is either i find someone to play with me else im going say goodbye to it..

It seem like i cant play till weekend already.. Boring :( I shall focus on my work and running man then... Ok then, Not in a good mood liao.. :( A very disappointed gamer here.. :( :( :( This reminds me of running man lee kwang su.. hahaha!! I shall stop here then.. Gonna watch running till i fall asleep. Have to wake up at 8am later..

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