Counting dwn...

Title: Counting dwn...


Yoz!! Im finally back.. Yes, i have recover.. Just only slight flu and sore throat.. At time still having headache and chest pain.. dun bother.. Pain killer can temporary cure it.. Anyway, im fine..


Wow, thanks mei.. I almost forget i have appt on the 12 april.. I have been receiving private calls but i nv ans, cos the time that they called, im still sleeping like a pig.. I just hope not frm national heart centre..


Hmm.. im counting down already.. whahaha!! Finally company decided to give us our 2009 bonus early.. Was told that we will receive it on the 7 April but we received it yesterday..


Sigh!! Super disappointing.. Work soo much for the company and end up.. ZzZz... no paid increment and bonus like shit.. >_<" score well also pointless.. sianz.. Looking forward and yet.. sigh!! Anyway, im leaving liao.. YEAH!!! I can tender liao... Yahooo... muhahaha...


Not really in the mood to blog.. Dont know why my head been very painful since i woke up today.. Sigh!! ok la!! Wanna stop here.. gd nite.. bye!!


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Copyright © 31 March 2010, Wednesday 04:50Am
Flo aka FLOOR

Half day, cold sweat

Title: Half day, cold sweat

I just reach home about an hr ago.. (waiting for my hair to dry and i will sleep..)Today took half day leave.. I started work at 4.30pm and half way mean i go home at 9.45pm (very stupid).. does that consider half day?? At 1st i was told to leave at 10pm (that's even worse.. >_<").. I didn't went for my dinner break.. Soo i was answering phone and suffering frm 4.30pm all the way.. :( Dear dear took half day as well.. Thank you dear for everything.. LOVE YOU!!

I dun knw hw the damn cab driver drive.. I fall asleep so i dun know.. I manage to reach Choa chu kang at around 10.50pm to 11pm.. WTF!!! I went back to the same 24hrs clinic to see the doctor again.. Cos my fever, cough, flu and sore throat got worse and im having terrible headaches.. FK!! I have to force myself to speak up and my throat hurt alot.. ALOT!! :( Having hard time eating and drinking.. :( I was told that prev doctor gave me wrong cough syrup.. WTF!! And i dont understand why im not given antibiotics and lozenge.. Which the doctor gave it to me only today.. WTH!!!

Today I dun know what happen to me.. I was sweating and yet feeling cold.. ZzZz.. Anyway, I just hope i can recover fast.. I need my voice back.. I need to work.. Tomorrow on mc again.. Sigh!! I see hw.. If I do not have high fever, i will go back to work.. Which i hope i can go back to work.. Cos i miss my dear dear soooo much.. :( :(

Yesterday, i went for my appt at heart center and the very 1st thing the doctor said was how come my eyes are soo big? I told him that all along my eyes are this big.. He then carry-on checking and suspecting i have hormones.. >_<" He mentioned when im at rest my heart beat shouldn't be pumping till 100++ .. I was told to do a blood test.. and have to follow-up.. Sigh!! Just hope this week and next i dun get any call frm heart center.. Cos he said if he call me back early mean something not right.. My next app is on the 12 April.. Sianz...

Ok la!! I wanna sleep already.. bye all!


DEAR DEAR, I MISS U SOOOO MUCH!! LOVE YOU NOW AND ALWAYS.. MUACK!!

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Copyright © 23 March 2010, Tuesday 01:13Am
Flo aka FLOOR

flu virus, year 2010 is a sucky year

Title: flu virus, year 2010 is a sucky year

Sorry yesterday didn't blog.. Cos i was soo sick and slept till 3am++ woke up chat with dear dear on the phone for awhile i fall asleep till today afternoon... Just woke up not long..


Sigh!! Yesterday i didn't went to work.. Was feeling very uncomfortable.. Having high fever, cough, flu and sore throat.. So i went to choa chu kang 24hrs clinic to see a doctor.. Doctor said i got flu virus frm other ppl and it can spread to other also.. Im having throat infection too.. Doctor gave me 2days MCs.. He mentioned it will take around 3 days to recover.. my god... >_<"


As for now, at least the fever have went dwn.. But throat, cough and flu is not going away.. :( Hope by tomorrow im fine.. Cos i need to work.. I have lots of things to do..


Im going over to dear dear hus later.. To see, hug and kiss him.. I MISS HIM BADLY.. and get lunch for him and his mum.. Den i think since im on mc today i guess i will go for my heart appt.. I wanted to change appt cos by right today im working.. Im soo damn weak to go.. Sigh!! Nvm, just go la.. I just hope this will be the last appt.. Next appt will be next year..


Sigh!! Year 2010 is not a gd year for me.. Frm the start on Jan 2010 till nw I have been spending money on my health.. Frm heart all the way to tooth.. WTF!! And of course work is not gd as well... It just as sucky as it can be.. Sigh!! Always tell myself tomorrow will be a better day but it always failed.. :( Nvm, I will not give up.. I will always keep telling myself tomorrow will be a better.. Believe in it.. As what my blog said WHAT YOU BELIEVE IS WHAT YOU WILL ACHIEVE... :D


Ok will stop here as im going to dear dear hus soon.. Dear dear I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH....


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Copyright © 22 March 2010, Monday 01:41pm
Flo aka FLOOR

Tired n sick...

Title: Tired n sick...

sigh!! Im going to work in 1hr time.. This is so sucky when u r dwn with fever, heavy head, terrible sore throat, flu n cough since yesterday morning.. Fk myself.. I tot I hv fully recover on Friday but I was wrong.. Sigh!! Later I'm gonna suffer.. The damn office air-con is also damn cold.. Wearing jacket does not help.. ZzZz... :(

Only thing that I can said was, sorry dear.. I didn't tell u cos u r damn pissed n stress out with ur computer.. I'm so sry.. At least now u know why I can't sleep well.. Sorry is my fault for not telling you.. Sigh!!

Sigh!! Just hope for the best.. Will carry on blogging when I reach home.. And that will be 3am when i reach home.. Now Very hard to blog using iPhone... Bye!!

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Copyright © 21 March 2010, Sunday 02:35pm
Flo aka FLOOR

Blackshot...

Title: Blackshot...


Today off... Sigh!! But dear dear working.. :( Tomorrow I working all by myself.. Then next off day is on Friday.. OH MY!!! This is killing me.. >_<"


Hmmm, yesterday was calling iphone.. For the very 1st time, everything goes soo well.. Customer are all suddenly soo friendly.. Thank you!


Hmm.. We are back playing blackshot... Yeah!! FUN!!! :) Sigh!! During off day, dear dear not around it's boring.. :( DEAR DEAR, I MISS U SOO BADLY... :(


Lazy to carry-on.. Will stop here.. Bye!!


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Copyright © 20 March 2010, Saturday 07:07pm
Flo aka FLOOR

sick..

Title: sick..


Im sick.. sigh!! Today on mc.. I slept the whole day.. Only manage to woke up at 7plus close to 8pm... Then fall asleep again.. Going back to bed after this..


Ok!! Just in case dear dear angry again.. Cos yesterday we quarrel cos i didnt tell him that im hving headache.. He did asked but i just dun want to tell him.. I just wanna keep it to myself as i know he is in deep stress at work.. Dun want him to worry.. Which will add-on more stress for him.. That's my character also.. Dun wan ppl to worry and suffer.. I rather suffer it myself..


However, yesterday after i reach home, i have sms him an apologise liao.. Just in case later WE QUARREL again, Just wanna said Im actually also having and chest pain and headache... Since yesterday.. I hope i will get better by tomorrow..


I dont know why yesterday, i suddenly get headache and chest.. Super damn painful and was feeling giddy.. Thanks that i have pain killer with me.. I guess headache and chest pain might be due to overstress.. Today on mc.. But i have cases needed to callback customer.. Shit me!! Sigh! Getting to hate Singaporean alot.. ALOT!! Cheapo and LOVE to complaint for just simple issue.. sigh!!


Anyway, im damn sleepy now.. Still hving fever and pains but at least i can SLEEP... bye all!!


PS: Dear i love you! Miss you too.. Muack!! Hope u have really forgive me..


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Copyright © 17 March 2010, Wednesday 12:49Am
Flo aka FLOOR

Speechless, fed up

Title: Speechless, fed up


As indicated on the title... Im speechless and fed up.. So that's all for today.. BYE!!


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Copyright © 16 March 2010, Tuesday 05:35Am
Flo aka FLOOR

Yawn, cough

Title: Yawn, cough

Yawn.. Im sleepy yet i cant sleep.. Try to sleep but keep coughing and i just wake up.. So i have nth better to do but watch TheChangingPoint.. (since poly, we are watching it.. :D ) Suddenly, jsu wanna watch.. Hmm, Kenneth is still acting.. Wow!! Powerpack..


Watched half way fall asleep but was awake again.. ZzZz.. Then talk to my mum.. Hmm, will try to sleep soon... (: (but before i sleep play IPHONE GAME... :D )


Sianz!! Yesterday duper busy.. Called IPHONE and IPHONE again.. Sibei busy.. Anyway, some ppl just way too much.. Try to explain to them and yet they r way to rude.. WTF!! If you think u r smart then dun call in and ask for help.. >_<" Sigh!!! Whatever...


Im working later.. >_<" Yawn.. SIANZ!! After work, going out.. :D Ok la!! Wanna go and play iphone game (Playing Scrabble with Ai Ling now... :D ) and try to sleep.. Bye!!


Hehe!! DEAR DEAR I LOVE YOU!!! MUACK!!!


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Copyright © 13 March 2010, Saturday 07:50Am
Flo aka FLOOR

:D toothache GONE...

Title: :D toothache GONE...

Yoz!! 1st thing 1st.. YEAH!! My toothache GONE... Have went to the dental and done root canal treatment part 1.. The doctor have wash my infected nerve and kill the nerve and now the nerve is dead.. Still have 3 more appt to go.. Second part is to wash the nerve again and dont wat the doctor wanna do.. Was told next appt take 1 hr and 30mins.... Anyway, as long as it dont give me any pain im happy.. :D

Hmm.. Today at work.. Listen to calls till dinner break and once back started calling Iphone.. IPHONE AND IPHONE.. Soo many to call and yet customer wasting my time.. >_<" Later calling Iphone again.. sigh...

After that answer call.. At work, nth else i can do.. Listen to call or make outgoing call till i end work.. >_<" My last call was fk up.. Customer is way too much.. FK UP customer.. Duper demanding and duper rude.. DAMMIT..

Anyway, ppl with ipod touch or iphone.. Please go and download "Words with Friends" (scrabble) it is free and fun game.. Add me, my nick is flokel... :D Just cant stop playing.. hehehe!!

Im counting dwn to say goodbye to the company.. Looking forward to leave the damn place.. But seriously once i resign, i dont what to do le.. I might consider going to apple and be iphone trainer.. Since im train to be one and since the IPhone trainer itself encourage me to and there are quite a number of good feedback after i have train my fellow colleagues.. :D See how la.. If not study lo... If not work part-time (back to sale line.. :D )

Ok!! I wanna stop here already.. Im damn sleepy for the past few days(i dun knw why..) but i wanna wait for my dear dear to sleep den i sleep... Bye all!!

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Copyright © 12 March 2010, Friday 05:31Am
Flo aka FLOOR

:(

Title: :(

Today,(or i should said once i have this damnit freaking shit toothache) Im very fed up.. Aww.. My toothache is causing me to lose my temper even more.. Awww.. Thanks that today no one come n disturb me.. Customer?? there are a few but i really cant argue with them and i give in.. Seriously, today i also dont know WTF im doing.. Being too nice to customer.. Sigh!! U ppl should understand the damn feeling when u hv a toothache.. Only 1 word "FK"..

The damn toothache is causing me to hv fever.. FK!! I have done taken my medicine.. Dammit, pain killer dont really help.. To be honest im waiting for miracle to happen.. Hope that the pain will go over by itself.. >_<" Cos i ever suffer this toothache before and after medication it just recover by itself.. (that was like 3 yrs back.. The pain only last for 2 days..)

FK LA!! Tomorrow im working also.. Sigh!! Hope for the best.. Dear dear sorry, today im super duper moody.. :( So in office what i did was work work and work.. Sorry Dear.. BUT I LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS no matter what.. AI NI.. MUACK!!!

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Copyright © 9 March 2010, Tuesday 04:49Am
Flo aka FLOOR

pain, sorry dear dear

Title: pain, sorry dear dear

Im still awake at this time...All thanks to my toothache.. :( Yesterday out of sudden, my tooth is sooo painful.. Dammit.. Dun know why sia.. :( Btw, dear dear im soo sorry.. Im not being selfish.. Just that i dont want u to worry.. So i keep it to myself and suffer it myself.. Sorry dear dear.. (That's my character.. Keep everything to myself and suffer alone..)I will try to change.. I promise dear dear.. Sorry!! I LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP.. MUACK!!!


Just went to the dental.. I waited frm 9am to 9.30am and notice that the dental is not open on Sunday.. But the doctor said i was lucky as he came back to do something only.. The doctor is soo damn nice.. I told him im having terrible toothache since last night and he check my tooth and explain to me the problem..


Well as what i have excepted, I need to do root canal treatment for my tooth.. (which i really dun want to hear frm the doctor.. Cos it is damn expensive..) I did once for my right tooth during secondary sch.. Now left tooth is giving me problem.. >_<" Next choice is to remove the tooth and leave a hole there.. >_<" Of course i dont want.. Cos it will affect my eating.. Doctor gave me 2 type of pain killer and ask me to consider and call to book an appt if i want.. and today on mc.. The pain makes me cant sleep and talk.. >_<"


Last time it cost around $800++ but now it cost around $1k++ :( Sigh!! Why i always need to spend money on my health.. Dammit.. I hate myself soo much.. Spend quite alot on my heart and now this.. WTF!!! Life really sux.. >_<"


ok ba.. Dun feel like blogging.. Waiting for my dear dear to wake up den i will sleep.. Take care all..


oh ya, dear dear said my last post didnt mentioned I LOVE HIM :D.. Soo dear dear, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.. Thank you for everything... MUACK!!! BIG HUG!!!


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Copyright © 7 March 2010, Sunday 12:11Pm
Flo aka FLOOR

:( :'(

Title: :( :'(


At last im home.. Today, i dun know what happen to me.. Been very moody, angry, stress and sad.. (Hey no, my gd friend just went home.. So im nt PMS-ing).. Most properly i dont have enf sleep.. Yesterday, i only slept for 1hr.. hmm.. Im very sleepy.. Yesterday i just cant sleep.. >_<" Due to.. FK IT.. NVM...


Today i went to work sibei moody, sleepy, angry and stress up.. FK all the ppl.. KNN!! Started work already everything dun seem gd.. FK it.. Well, tomorrow or i should say later will be another Fking day..


Im very sleepy now but my mind is full of rubbish and i cant sleep.. Stress, angry, pain and moody.. >_<" Today i have been drinking coffee, coffee and coffee.. Im drinking 1 more can now.. This is just like a drug to me.. It's make me feel better.. To be honest doctor said i should avoid coffee cos of my heart.. But.. knn it is impossible and no way.. Maybe lesser (yes i will try..)..


Today will be another sleepless night.. Anyway, i feel like Skipping my doctor appointment this coming Friday.. Shall see hw la..


Sigh!! :( :'( Fk!! Dun wanna blog already.. Shall keep quiet.. Bye!!


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Copyright © 4 March 2010, Thursday 04:28Am
Flo aka FLOOR

Appointment..

Title: Appointment..


Hello!! Im damn bored.. Just completed watching Down with Love (就想賴著妳) via mobtv.. This is a free streaming drama.. Quite interesting and awesome drama.. Can watch :D

Today, im on leave.. Went to National Heart Centre for my appointment.. Yes, the doctor said my heart valve leakage is moderate.. :D But then.... I will still need to go back this coming Friday to collect a machine to monitor my heart beat for 24hrs.. (done this before during secondary 3.. Damn ma fan.. )It is call "Ambulatory Electrocardiogram (ECG) - Holter monitoring".. Cos my heart beat is irregular (doctor called it "palpitations").. Sianz.. I have to wear it for 24hrs.. ZzZz.. Some more it's gonna cause me another $200++ WTF..

Today, the doctor only gave me medicine for heart palpitation.. Then after appointment i went home to get some stuff and back to dear dear's hus.. Hehe!! I bluff him said i will only come back tomorrow.. :D I wanna give him a surprise :D hehehe!!!


Im kinda sleepy now.. Cos i just taken headache medicine and cough mixer.. >_<" My throat and head is killing me now.. Sigh!! Anyway, i dont want to sleep.. I wanna wait for my lovely boyfriend.. Give him a big warm hug and kisses.. :D DEAR I LOVE YOU LOTS and will always do..


Hmm.. I have nth much to blog about le.. Anyway, im looking forward to LEAVE the damn company..


ok la!! Wanna stop here.. bye!!

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Copyright © 2 March 2010, Tuesday 01:22Am
Flo aka FLOOR