Tired

Title: Tired


I'm mentally and physically tired.. Seriously, im sooo soo sooo tired.. Have not been sleeping well lately. Been waking more often at night then i tot.. Awww.. Why?? Even if i sleep early same problem.. ><"


Anyway, have been monitoring my mum condition. And yes she is fine. Positive thinking. :) Just have to monitor her more..


Today went to work to chiong all my leads. (only manage to finish them at around 8pm++) I have 60 customer to contact.. Wah!! It's killing me man.. The rest of them have 120 leads in total (60 was yesterday and today another 60). I have only 60 cos i was not around yesterday so it is not fair to give me another 60 customer. If they were to give me 120 leads I think im gonna die man.. Have to make 60 outbound calls a day.. ><" But today i chiong and completed all 60.. Phew.. It freaking tiring man.. Talked alot also..


Tomorrow im waking up early cos i have to travel to NUH to collect my medicine. Yesterday went for appointment and my appointment was 6.30pm. I reach before 6.30pm and i waited for 1hour plus before i get to see the doctor. After finishing, i waited for payment.. By the time everything done, the pharmacy closed..


I was so pissed off.. You gave me an appointment you doctor dont follow the appointment time.. What the shit is this? Im gonna write a complaint email already. This is not the 1st time. Please!! You gave appointment and yet you doctor dont follow then what's the purpose of an appointment? ANGRY!!


After that, gonna go to work early then maybe going to gym.. I shall see what time i reach office 1st..


Ok, i wanna sleep already.. Good nite...

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should I?

Title: should I?


Stress days at work.. Awww.. Is just so hard to sell something to a customer when they dont even turn on the device for damn long la.. >_<" Im so demoralize sia.. Been trying my best and esp i dont have a telesale background.. I need to sell something and we have a limit of selling.. Then how to sell?


Bosses keep saying as for now is still ok as we dont have KPI yet.. But to me, it is not ok. Im thinking, should i go back to office tomorrow? Or should i wait for KPI to start then i chiong.. Still thinking..


Fk it.. Anyway, thinking why is my mum not back yet. It's already 12.28am.. She is still not home.. hmmm... Called her but she nv pick up sia.. This is the 1st time she is not home at this hours.. What should i do? Just found out that my mum admitted herself at the hospital from her friend.. She just rang me saying her hand was numb and she went to see a doctor. Doctor told her to go to the hospital. Right now she is at the observation ward. I asked her where but she said she dont know and they keep moving her here and there. Just hope she is fine. Pray hard...


Hmmm... Im so tired.. sigh!!! I think i might have a problem sleeping tonight.. Worry about my mum..


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not again

Title: not again


Yesterday and today i woke up early for gym at work place.. Whoohoo.. It was good.. Im still thinking should i go tomorrow.. Cos my legs hurt man.. I did 4km for the 1 day and 2.4km run on the 2nd day.. Legs was damn pain so i didnt carry on.. lol!! Overall it was awesome..


Today ppl at work pissed me off.. This time round is to the extend that i cannot take it.. She asked for help to speak to customer.. Ok, fine i help but at another end she went to my desk using my office laptop with my facebook account on.. She wrote on my status " i want to commit suicide".. What the fuck!!! This is not the 1st time she mess with my facebook.. Im helping you with your work and yet you are doing such shit with my stuff.. What the fuck..


I got so pissed off that i kept quiet the whole day doing my work.. Anyway she have been fucking rude most of time and i have been keeping quiet for that already.. But today i scolded her FUCK YOU!! She is too much already.. I seriously cant take it.. Awwww...


Anyway, i felt so shit there.. At work i just want to work and finish my stuff.. You are hire to work not to play cards game stop calling me to play and when i dont want dont fucking give a fucking face.. I have work to do.. Not i have nth to do pls..


Aww.. Ok i have enf.. I just hope this gal in office stop messing with me before i cant take it anymore.


Ok time to stop here... Im soo tired... bye!!


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Tomorrow new job scope..

Title: Tomorrow new job scope..


I need a full body massage badly. My whole body is aching frm neck to toes.. -.-" Im going to gym on tuesday and im still thinking how to start..


Anyway, tomorrow is gonna be a brand new day. Gonna start off with new job scope.. No more sale quality assurance executive, I still dont know what the new position called but they so far call it test bait.. Im still unsure of the job scope, but shall see it tomorrow.. I have decided not to go over to sale team cos i think if im there i will be freaking workaholic.. Maybe even weekends i will work if im in sale team.. cos of the $$$$$$$$.. lol!!!


Whoohooo.. Dear dear get me an ipad 3 :) :) :) he get one for himself as well.. I can finally watch my dramas, videos, movies on a bigger screen now.. :) :) Thank You dear dear soooo much.. I wanted to get it for quite sometimes but im waiting for my bonus, which might be on November but after the company disband this current department, i dont know if im gonna get it.. :( :( Emo...


Hmm... ok shall stop here.. Gonna sleep early as tomorrow gonna report work early for meeting :( :( Bye All...


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pain and aching everywhere

Title: pain and aching everywhere


Awwww... My body, back aching like shit. Worse come worse i have menstruation pain and chest pain and having slight fever. All come at one go.. :( Awwwww..... But i still went to work but of course im very lazy at work.. :) Anyway, i hope everything go away tomorrow.


We are about to leave our current office real soon and we just found out that there is a gym just one floor below us. Oh my... What a waste. We have been working in the building for like 3mths plus plus and we just found out about this gym.. -.-" I can only start going to the gym next week.


Forget to mention, we have been play cards game at work past few days. Thing like Uno, donkey and happy family. LOL!! It bring back the old days.. :) It was fun and relaxing things to do at work.. Cos while waiting for sales to come in, we play card games.. But of course, when we are busy we are really busy.. No time to pee also..


I think i have decided to go over to telesale cos over there i can earn more than what im getting now, just the commission itself will make me laugh :) But of course i need to work damn freaking hard for that amount of money. I believe i can do. However, I still have to wait for the interview to see if i can get in a not.


Ok, time to take medicine and sleep. Good night!


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oh man

Title: oh man


Hmmm, didnt meet my bf today.. He must be damn disappointed and angry.. You cant blame me.. Im freaking tired.. Working from Monday to Friday and sometimes i need to wake up early and go to work for meeting ><" Going over to his hus for a day only.. Sunday have to go back.. Travel Awwww... Im so sorry dear dear..


Anyway, im gonna lose my job liao.. :( :( :( All thanks to those ppl who are soo free when the big bosses came to listen to our live calls.. Now they think that Singaporean is too expensive and they are outsourcing to KL.. :(


Friday, boss treat us lunch and told us this sad new.. :( We are given 5 choices and basically 4 are sales related.. I have no choice but to select one of them.. We need to give an answer by next week as by mach 15 everything will be hand over to KL..


I need ppl adv but well ppl just not giving any adv.. That's the reason why i always keep things to myself.. I hate it when i need help ppl just dont.. Forget it..


I just randomly selected a choice and i think this choice that i make will need me to work like shit.. Cos i go for the money then anything else.. Maybe i need to work 6 days.. We shall see how..


Ok ba... Shall stop here.. Bye!!!


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Misses

Title: Misses


Weekends ended soo fast. :( Im going back to work again tomorrow. I really hope that im not alone again. Been taking care of everything alone for the past 2 weeks. I seriously overloaded at time. My partner did came to work but she came for like 2 days or so only. The rest of the days im all alone doing reports etc...


Last Friday big big bosses came to listen to our calls. Live call. I was the 1st to kinda again. Awww.. My boss asked the big bosses to listen to me.. What shit.. Thanks, everything goes well.


Anyway, i misses my dear dear so much. He had food poisoning on Friday. He ate something that was there for past few months i believe. >_<" Dont understand why they like to keep food, sauces that are soo long.. -.-" I hope he is fine now and hope they take this as a lesson. NV eat or drink anything that is sooo long.. Please be extra careful le... Aiyo!!! I nv travel to his hus this week. Cos im so tired and lazy. Plus, i feel that weekends ended very fast when i was with him.. lol!! And Might be cos of the traveling. (always think of the traveling im just soo lazy) and of course fun time always past so fast.


Im starting jogging again soon.. Awaiting for my jogging buddy.. Once she said ok, we shall start after work.. :)


Ok, i shall stop here.. Bye!!


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Hello

Title: Hello


It's been long since i last blog. Sorry, kinda lazy to blog. Everytime after work, I just want to relax my mind before bed. Usually manage to surf the net for 2 to 3hours only, then i have to sleep else i cant wake up the next day.


Work have been so so. Well, there are always ppl out there that will piss us off. But we just have to take it. No choice. Some people just dont have integrity at work. Overall, im still happy with the job scope. Sometimes i need to suffer but this is part of working life. Everywhere is the same. :p


Yesterday my another colleague (team leader) was not around to help me out. I dont know if im overloaded or what, Out of the sudden im having terrible headache. The pain was so unbearable that i had to take pain killer to stop the pain. The day before yesterday, I had an asthma attack. I hope my health dont give me anymore problem.


Tuesday i went to Singapore indoor stadium for concert (The greatest hits for Blue, Jeff Timmons of 98 Degrees and A1 concert). A1 still rulez.. I like all their songs sooo much :) Hehehe!! Concert was awesome. Thumbs up for them. hehehe! I hope they have more to come. :D


Ok, time to sleep already. Good night everyone.


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