restless..

Title: restless..


Im feeling so restless and weak.. :( Yesterday i slept early and tot of waking up at 2am for gaming session but i failed to wake up.. Only manage to woke up today morning at 8plus.. Im going back to bed again soon.. Sigh!!


Yesterday went to Alexandra hospital with dear dear.. Have to thanks dear dear for accompany and asked me to go to the hospital. (THANK YOU DEAR DEAR aka fiance) If not i dont even know i have lung infection.. Thanks that i do nt have to hospitalize.. Doctor wanted me to, but i look at him and said, do i really hv too? Heng at that point of time my fever go away.. :D Smile.. Im still monitoring my fever.. Have a slight fever just now.. but after medication im fine now.. :)


Doctor said I have urinary tract infection and lung infection.. Sigh!! Now on 2 course of antibiotics.. Sianz!! :( In another 4days times i need to visit polyclinic to do another x-ray to chk on my lung infection.. Fuck up.. To be honest my chest hurt..


Dear dear, thank you for everything u have done. Im so sorry.. Dont worry about me.. Im fine.. :) Smile... :) Sunflower smile :) Take care dear dear.. I love you!! muack!!


Im going to bed liao.. Bye all..


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Sigh...

Title: Sigh....


Just now received sms frm Deyi about wed (tomorrow) class outing.. Sad to say i cant go.. Im working till 2am. -.-" Sigh!! Long time no see class outing and i cant go.. zZz.. :(


Sigh!! Im on mc again.. Guess all along i have urine infection which im not aware.. No wonder im sick for so long and i haven recover.. Fever going on and off.. Only notice that when it was bleeding when i passed urine..(that was on Sunday..)


Today woke up, i was feeling so giddy and weak... Went back to bed and slept all the way till 9pm++ close to 10pm.. Woke up bath and tried to eat something and had my medicine.. Game awhile with Wallen and Steve and Im going to bed after blogging..


Dun know why im feeling soo giddy and i feel like puking but i just cant.. Fever is going on and off.. :( Sigh!! Hope tomorrow im fine.. Which i believe i should be fine..


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Copyright © 26 October 2010, Tuesday 12:43AM
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My bf aka husband is soo sweet

Title: My bf aka husband is soo sweet


Today i did not went to work. Cos i woke up and im still having slight fever and dear dear asked me to rest at home too.. Sigh!! But at least im much better as compare to past few days.. I just hope my cough, sore throat and flu go away asap.. It is just making me soo pissed..


Oh my, Today dear dear gave me a surprise.. He came to my house with a sun flower and porridge.. (he even took leave just to visit me..) Thank you so much my dear.. You are soo sweet.. Im soo touch till words really cannot describe it.. I LOVE YOU dear dear... Muack Muack..


Tomorrow im going back to work.. I have to go back 1 an half hr early.. :( Have to do double banking (meaning, someone talk to customer i listen or another way round.. I not sure...) for mobile calls.. -.-" Sigh!!! Next year im gonna handle every single shit except billing.. Oh my.. I can feel the fear... Fear fear fear, it is drawing nearer and nearer..


Ok ba.. I wanna sleep for awhile.. Super shag out.. Cant sleep well at night.. sigh!! Later gaming with dear dear and the rest.. Bye all..


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Copyright © 19 October 2010, Monday 10:30PM
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Sleep and sleep and sleep..

Title: Sleep and sleep and sleep..


I just woke up not long.. Been sleeping the whole day.. Feeling so sick.. Fever have been going up and down for the past few days.. But now that it have went dwn.. Im so happy.. Yeah!! Thanks to the antibiotics.. I just dont understand why previously the doctor did not gave me antibiotics.. -.-" Waste my time and money to see a doctor again.. Damn..


Well, doctor said i have very bad throat inflammation that needs few days to recover and cos of that i cough too much and leads to asthma and chest pain.. >_<" Anyway, antibiotics and inflammation medicine(Prednisolene) still help me alot.. I hate to have cough, flu and block nose.. I cant sleep well.. :( DAMMIT..


Im on 2days mc.. But i think i will go back to work tomorrow.. Cos i cant stand my mum nagging at me.. Im trying very hard to communicate with her, but each time i start talking (just one sentence), she will end the topic and im feeling so angry and upset.. (meaning, she will nag and nag and nag)


I miss my dear dear so much.. Again sms him bo reply again.. So sad.. :( Sigh!! Wondering what went wrong with him.. Kinda worry about him.. Dear dear ah... I miss you sooooo much...


Im waiting for dear dear and the rest to reach home. Waiting for them to play blackshot.. I have been sleeping the whole day and i think i should stop.. Sleep too much also not very gd..


Ok, i shall stop here.. Going in to game and see if anyone around a not.. Bye all..


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Copyright © 18 October 2010, Monday 3:36AM
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Up and down

Title: Up and down


This will be my last post i guess.. I believe is time for me to close this blog DOWN.. Or I might only invite selected ppl to read my blog..


Past few days.. Soo many ups and downs.. But whatever it is, i cant do much.. Im learning to act as if there is nth happen.. I think this is the only way to solve everything.. I have enf.. Enf enf and enf..


Anyway, yesterday i slept at 10am++.. I also dont know why i sleep so "early".. Oh i was testing one of my customer online game.. SHIT.. I dont have problem.. Only problem is doing the patching itself.. So i manually done the patch and i manage to play the game without any problem.. Sianz.. I cant help this customer already.. It show that *hub no problem.. -.- sigh!! I have go the extra mile to help this poor customer.. And have put in my very best effort to help already.. I cant do much already.. I feel so hopeless..


Sianz.. Im home and i hate to be HOME.. My mum is always nagging.. FUCK.. Same old fucking shit.. Nag about money.. WTF.. I really dont know what to do.. I already kena nag for the past fucking few days and now i finally manage to be alone at home.. But she still nag.. sigh!!


will stop here already.. Bye!!


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Copyright © 06 October 2010, Wednesday 12:56AM
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Flu.. :(

Title: Flu.. :(


Yesterday before i go to work im already started with bad day.. Day was spoiled.. Super duper angry and upset that this actually happen.. Went to work worse.. Nvm.. Work is always shit.. I have customer having game lag issue and im actually downloading that bloody game now to try if im facing the same problem a not.. Waiting for it to complete.. sigh!!


Im down with flu and slight fever.. I dont give a damn.. Just feeling soo pissed off.. Seriously.. The more i think of it the more pissed and upset I am.. Sigh!! Nvm!! Im use to it already..


I dont know why i dont have the mood to play game.. Sigh!! Dun wanna sleep.. My mind is full of rubbish.. What can i do? Fuck it.. I will stop here ba.. Bye!!


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Copyright © 05 October 2010, Tuesday 5:05AM
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feeling weird

Title: feeling weird


Just had my shower.. Work sux.. That's what i can say.. Anyway, i dont know what happen to me.. Just nw at work out of sudden i have terrible chest pain.. The pain was irritating and unbearable.. Try to relax myself but it's difficult cos i have to talk to customer on the phone and worse some customer is way too demanding and making me soo angry.. The pain is still there but at least now it is on and off.. Whole body is feeling soo weird.. Having headache and cough as well.. What's next? >_<"


Just wait and see.. Think positive.. I will be fine.. No worries.. :) Later working again.. Another hell day.. Im hopping for the best..


Im soo soo sleepy.. But i wanna play game to de-stress myself.. Will play for awhile with my colleagues den off to bed..


Will stop here.. I forget what i wanna blog already.. Bye!!


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